So many times I wished I lived a different life or just leave my house and live somewhere else... Besides Mexico... I live in Mexico because of my father being deported... My mother loved him so much that she decided to move there with him...
I came back from my walk hearing my father yelling again at my brother, I think it was because of walking the dog that had a tumor... While I was eating lunch, my father was on the phone for a bit, after telling us to get ready for mother coming today for a meeting with friends... As we all were getting ready,
my father said: "Hey, guys you should invite the new neighbors Since they said we can invite some other family..."
"Ok..." said my brother and I
My brother let the sick dog come because it wasn't our new neighbors aren't that far... My brother was going to knock on the door but, his hands were full with his lunch (Which was a hamburger and milk)... He asks me if I could hold it but,
"DO NOT EAT IT" said my brother (Luke)
I wasn't planning on eating it...
"Yeah, Yeah..." I said while sighting...
But I was going to make it seem like I was going to give it to the sick dog. When he wasn't looking I said
"You want it? Do you want it?!" while showing the dog the hamburger.
Expecting Luke to look back at me... I don't know why I did this really, I just wanted to make him worry about his hamburger... He didn't look back at me, he was focused on knocking on the door. That's weird I thought, when it comes to his food it's like he knows what I'm going to do with it somehow... Before I looked back at the dog, I felt the hamburger being pulled. I looked and saw the dog's jaws in the hamburger, I was surprised and my eyes widen. I thought the dog didn't have much energy left... I guess not... I smacked the dog and he released it. My brother looked back at me, the face as serious as my father, saying
"DUDE, did you eat it?!"
"No..." I said
I'm not lying, I really didn't eat it I thought...
"Ok, good..." Luke said
He said that while eating the WHOLE HAMBURGER.
"All right let's go back home"
I was in shock but, I didn't should it, how did he not feel the dog's saliva? I thought. As we were walking home I said
"What did they say?"
"Oh *burps* they weren't home..." said Luke.
Does that mean Luke is might die from a tumor without knowing? If I really think about it, I never really liked my brother. He's always making father mad because he never listens to him, I don't really care what my father does to him but, It takes a while for my father to cool down so, father gets mad at everyone, Just because of Luke... He doesn't feel like my older brother, more like someone who didn't really want to put us with me. Luke is a hog about food too... If I could choose to kill him or not, It would be to kill him. We came home, I saw my mother in her car putting makeup on. Luke explained to father what happened about the neighbors, Father said
"Ok, we're going to be late if you don't HURRY UP! JUST GET IN THE CAR DAMN IT!"
I quickly opened the back seat of the car and thought
"Why...? Why the hell are you always mad!? If only you weren't here father, We'd be a lot happier and that I know is true"
That's when "those" thoughts came, "I wished I lived a different life", "I wished I just leave my house and live somewhere else", "I wish I had a different family". My family was broken, Because of him...
"Wait...!" I thought to myself.
Why don't I just... Kill him...?!
End of chapter 2~
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