Rosalyn
I admit: I didn't mean to perv on him, I was just mad. But I did like what I saw! And yes, there was a brief moment when I caught him off guard that I've seen more than I should've.
However, if I'm honest, that didn't change anything for me. Sure, I'm not blind. I know he's hot. So am I, if I can say so myself. That's not the point. His physicality right now is just a plus. At this moment, I'm so in deep that I only see his goofiness and sweetness.
I loved how adorable he looked when we watched the sun set together. It was a magical time and here we were once again, at the falls watching the sun set.
I sat at his front, his back against a tree and mine against him, with his arms around me. And there's no place I'd rather be. Girls mature faster than boys, as I'm told, so a lot of girls look for older boys than her. To be honest, I thought that was my path too!
I am sure my (older) mate is gonna find me at some point. Or I'll find him at 18, specially if he's human. Like uncle Nate found aunt Daphne. That feeling never changed.
Then why am I here giggling like a fool at everything he says?!
I know, we're only humans... I mean werewolves, we form connections all the time! Not always those connections will stick, but I was really sad to realize I'd lose the connection to my very handsome and ridiculously hot cousin.
"What are you thinking about?" - He asked, snapping me out of my thoughts.
"About where the fuck is my mate that hasn't found me yet!" - I replied, honestly. Sort of.
"I'm so glad we can enjoy an afternoon together so you can think about another guy!" - He snickered.
"I am so glad I can be honest with you at all times." - I smirked.
"I am happy for you. But your mate can still be around! Maybe it's a girl!" - He suggested, almost giggling.
"Honestly, I would be open to whoever the Goddess throws at me. But now that I saw your..." - I trailed off. I stopped myself. It's not the first penis I ever saw, but definitely the first one not in a video on my cell phone.
"Oh my Goddess, you pervert!" - He snickered. He was so embarrassed he was pink.
"What I meant to say is: though I never had any, I'm pretty sure I'm into..." - I insinuated. I was so flustered. This conversation got away from me fast!
"I got you, I said to my dad just the other day that I doubted my mate would be a guy. I mean, I like..." - He tried to make me feel less awkward. But he too was flustered. Except his color is different than mine as I'm tanned.
"Anyway, changing the subject to something more appropriate for the hour, what did you give your mom and uncle for their birthday?" - I asked, shifting the gear. Their birthdays were not so long ago, as they're born in the Summer.
"Wow! Complete 180! I gave her something totally boring. And for my Uncle, I gave him a hug." - He smirked.
"What? You gave my daddy a hug?!" - I was so shocked I turned myself around to face him.
"Okay, we're done. Get out of my face! I never want to kiss you again in my life..." - I snickered.
"I'm sorry! I didn't know what to give him! He's the Luna, for Pete's sake!" - He tried to defend himself and that was adorable. But still...
"I don't care. That's unacceptable! Wait, what did you give your mom? You never said it." - I was very curious.
"I can't believe you're making me say it: I gave her "free hugs" coupons cause I know that's what she likes." - He confessed and I almost barfed it was so adorable.
"Free hugs?! Don't you get an allowance? Both your parents work!" - I was baffled. I mean, come on... a hug? At least, I give my dads a personal home made card or something...
"I do get it, but I spend all of it in junk food." - He explained, embarrassed.
"Where does it go? I mean, look at you!" - I was admiring his physique without a shirt on.
"I'm a growing boy!" - He said in an apologetic tone.
"Yes you are, but what your erection have to do with it, at all?" - I joked.
"Oh my Goddess, pervert! Stop perving on me!" - He cried out, tickling me. I giggled.
"Do you want me to?" - I asked, turned around and kissed him.
"OK, not really, you can perv me all you want." - He kissed me back.
"So, maybe ban the word. It makes me feel uncomfortable." - I croaked.
"Agreed." - He replied. And then we kissed some more.
After a moment of heavy make out session, I see where this is going. I may be a virgin but I'm not an idiot!
I couldn't stop myself, my brain was so lust filled I nearly ripped his undies off of him. Which means he was already half naked by the time I interrupted us. Our eyes were so pitch black, I thought we were gonna shift into wolves.
I was wearing bra and panties. I let him feel me up as I was feeling him also. I kissed his neck, he kissed mine. But when I got an irresistible urge to feel his hardness, I stopped us. I mean, I had already felt everything else in his body. So I might as well stop now or I'll never be able to!
I never let him see me naked. Ever. Some barriers are harder to cross, not that I was a prude or anything, it's just that I knew if I did showed myself that way, I wouldn't be in control anymore. That's exactly why I never let him be naked as well. But I can see this is difficult for him too. And though he toes the line, he never crosses it. He always follows my lead.
Which is everything one unmated girl needed. If he pushed a little, maybe we boiled over.
After we recollected ourselves, we go wash at the water as our finishing act. So no one can scent one on another. It's part of our ritual. And since we're already in our underwear, we play a little with the water too. But we don't get too wet as I didn't bring any towel.
After we dried ourselves the best we could, we walked back to the compound. But this time, I went to his house.
"What are you doing?" - He asked me as I stepped in his welcome mat.
"I'm going to talk to your mom for a little bit!" - I answered him, seriously.
"Why?" - He asked, puzzled.
"Because I want to. Now move!" - I ordered him.
"So bossy. You're such an Alpha!" - He snickered.
"Thanks, that's the best thing you've said all day!" - I smiled widely. We entered his house.
"What's the best thing he said all day?" - Uncle Nate asked me as soon as I stepped foot in the house. Damn werewolves and their super hearing!
"Nothing much, uncle Nate. Just that John still thinks I can ascend as Alpha." - I replied, which was close to the truth. I couldn't lie. Especially to the Beta.
"He's right, niece. You can. It ain't over till its over!" - Uncle Nate told me. He really is the most decent guy in the world, apart from my dads.
"Thanks, uncle. Aunt Daphne is home?" - I asked him. While I entered, John goes straight to his room.
"She is in our room. You can go right in." - He answered and I thanked him.
I go to their room and the door is open. She was ironing.
"Hey, Rosalyn, are you okay? What can I do for you?" - She asked me in a good mood. I come inside and close the door behind me.
"Aunt Daphne, can I just ask something of you and you promise not to judge me? Also, you can't tell anyone, not even uncle Nate!" - I said as I looked her deep in the eyes.
"Rosalyn, I would never judge you, you know that. I can't keep secrets from my mate. But if he doesn't ask, I'll never tell." - She spoke, sincerely.
"Fair enough. I'm sorry to spring this on you, but I need birth control pills!" - I spoke as I'm nearly shaking from my shame. Though I shouldn't be.
"Of course Rosalyn, you can stop by my office anytime for a check up and we'll..."
"No, I'm sorry, I mean now. I need them now!" - I interrupted her, shaking in nervousness.
"Did something happened? Did someone make you..." - She was worried about me. She looked as if I was gonna say I was...
"No, no, it's nothing like that! Nothing happened, yet. But I feel like I need to get myself ready right now, I think something will happen soon. But not like..." - I tried to explain to her.
"Got it!" - She assured me. She went to her bathroom and took some pills.
"Here, this will get you set for now. But I need you to come for an appointment with a gynecologist, okay? I mean it!" - She was very adamant.
"I will, I promise. You can set it up and text me the details." - I told her, happily.
"Thanks, aunt Daph!" - I spoke as I hugged her. - "And thanks for always being there for me. I know you want to ask questions but I can't talk about it. But it's nothing like that, I promise!" - I assured, looking her in the eyes.
"Of course, you know you can always talk to me, no judgement. Ever! For anything!" - She told me, confidently.
"I know, thanks and bye." - I said it as I opened the door and leave it open. I say goodbye to uncle Nate as I don't see John again. I also kiss Matt, my other cousin as he was playing at the living room.
I knew I shouldn't be thinking about this. But as they say: better to be safe than sorry! And there was a lot to be sorry about! Last thing I needed was to be blocked from Alpha because of an unmated pregnancy. Like my uncle just said: it ain't over 'till it's over!
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