As I was leaving the JONH call out me & told me that remember if you say yes there is no going back .Take as much time you need to think about this.

I look at JOHN and told him that I will plus could he  let soldier at gate known  to let me come meet if I came .

JOHN nodded & told me to wait he will  get someone to  drop me at my place but I told him that just get me someone to drop me at the gate .As I was caming out of his office & everyone was still looking me like that they have seen a ghost. 

After coming home   I got ready for my part time job .While I was on  the job I was still thinking about JOHN offer & BOB asked me  what on my mind ? BOB has been working with me since the after the shooting because he  is worried about me. I told him it is not but he can see clearly that i had mind on some but he decided not ask me again since I did not wanna chat about it. I was leave for home when BOB call me back and handed me my salary .I thank him and went some but could not sleep because of JONH offer.

10:00 am Sunday

3 AUGUST 2025

Someone was knocking at my house door .I didnot  even wash my face  & when to open the door cause if I donot they would break it. AS I open the door it was my landlady .As usual my landlady came to get the rent at started of month since she think I good for nothing and cannot pay the rent.

I look at her & say yeah yeah I known you are here for rent just wait 5 min I will get it to you ,you known you can come in if you like  but she looks at me say only you can live in crap like this and next month the rent will be not 1000$ but 1500 $ & if you think is it to much you can find you self a new place, I give her the rent and she leave  . After  thinking late night  I thought of say no to JOHN. As for rest of day I plan on watching  old moive & to see how much money I am left with & were to spend it. AS for my answer I will give to JONH on this coming saturday.

As for rest of days went as usually. It is friday  and it time for work .I was going for work when near the shop I heard gun shot caming from  inside the shop .I When running to check what hell was that  when got door of shop .There were two armed men with gun in there hand and pointing them toward BOB & asking him to put all his money in bag. BOB did as they were asking for  because he did not wanna die. I would have run after see that but what happened to me two week a go this noting to that but still I could not do any thing. I was luckey that when robbers fire there first shot in the air a police officer heard it and call for backup .the Office call pull me back and told me to stay back as he tried to stop them till his backup came.As I wait on side for police backup The back up came in 5mins & they had taken control of  situation . It was lucky that noone got hurt and BOB give his statement to officer that what just happen for a police report. BOB looks at me say that I go home since the shop will be under police investigation  for two or three days, plus I need sometime to get everything in my head clear since it was first time in 10 year that something like that happened. I walk BOB to his home and BOB asked me not to say anything to his wife .He will tell her when time is right  . I simply nodded.

After dropping him home.I when home started thinking  that if it were not for that officer what  could have  I done? I was thinking that again & again till I felt sleep.