When we make it to the dance floor we make sure to stand where the boys can see us. Lillitbeth starts swaying her hip to the music. The floor isn’t that full, and the boy's eyes find us quickly. I push my back against Lillibeth and move my hips. Her hands find my hips. 

“Oooo, getting freaky are we?” She whispers in my ear. Giving me a little kiss under my ear. 

I laugh and lean my head against her shoulder. 

“You want me to get over him right? Make me feel so good that the only name I can remember is yours.” I whisper back. 

Lillibeth laughs. “Bre get over here and dance with us.” Bre dances her way over then starts grinding to my front. 

“Hold eye contact with them, they’re looking at us.” Bre says as she exposes her neck to them. 

“Wait, who's getting who? Atticus is getting purple. Who do I get? Red or green?” 

“ Let me get green. We match.”  Bre slowly lowers herself while keeping her hands on my hips. 

“Ah, I kinda wanted green. I’ll take red though. He has bigger feet.” 

I roll my eyes. “Really Lillibeth?” 

“You know what they say…''She laughs. “Ooo they’re getting up and walking toward us.” She is right, they are. The guy in purple has a hungry look that makes me want to kill myself. 

Do I really want to do this? What if Colin see’s and instead of getting jealous he gets mad? 

But this isn't for Colin. It’s for me. The guy is hot. I don’t have to have sex with him. Just have fun for tonight and get my head cleared. 

“Hey ladies, how are you?”  The guy in purple asks. 

“Oooo, he must be the leader.” Lillibeth jokes before moving from behind me and towards the guy in red. 

“We’d be better with you.” Lillibeth replies but mostly keeping her eyes on the boy in red.  

The boy in red purposely looks Lillibeth up and down then offers his arm to her. She smiles before taking it. “I'm Charlotte''.  They walk away. Off the dance floor and down to the beach. 

“They aren't seriously going to..” Bre trails off as we watch him pick Lillibeth up and throw her over his shoulder.

“Wouldn't put it past her.” I say, turning to look at the boy in purple who is already looking at me. 

“Hey, I'm-” 

“I'm Kami.” I smile, taking his arm and dragging him across the floor to where Colin is sitting. 

“Ah. Kami’s a pretty name, are you here with a group?” He asks. Making his arms comfortable around my waist. 

“Yeah. I'm here with my school.” I wrap my arms around his neck. Playing with the base of his curly hair. 

“Cool, cool.” He holds me tighter and smiles at me. Now that I am seeing him up close he is actually really attractive. His brown eyes have specks of green  and he has a dimple on his left cheek.

“You from here?” I ask.

“Oh no. I'm here with my school's baseball team.”

“Oh really? What position are you?” 

“Oh you know.” He pulls me closer. “We rotate but mostly 3rd base.” He says, looking at my lips.

“Oh wow that's cool I love baseball it’s my favorite sport.” His eyes flicker to mine and held contact for a while. 

“Really? I never met a girl who was into sports. Well not one as pretty as you.” His eyes go back to my lips. How the hell do I respond to that?

‘Well I'm not like other girls….’ 

His hands go lower on my hips before he leans in more. I quickly turn around and grind against him. He groans. 

“Not the kissing type huh? You could have just told me no.” One of his hands move to grip my thigh. 

Colin is looking right at me. 

‘This is new for him’ 

No looking then turning away or acting shy and scared of me. Looking. At me. Only me. We hold eye contact. 

I grab his hair with my left hand. 

“Well I like to keep one chasing.” I whisper. My eyes still on Colin.

“Is that so?” He scrunches up my black dress to put his hand on my bare thigh. 

‘Colin’s black dress.’

He is warm. 

Colin’s eyes watch his hand before snapping up to look me in the eyes with that same boring look. 

“ Woah, get a handle on the hair pulling mama.” He laughs. His other hand that is still on my hip lifts up to my neck to force my head back.

“You look beautiful.” I break eye contact. I look at the guy I am dancing with. His face is nice to look at. Not sharp or too big. His hair is soft and smells of lavender. “So do you.” 

He laughs. 

“Sorry, should I have said handsome?” I grind my hips harder against his front. His nails dig into my inner thigh. 

“Or sexy?” I whisper. Going hard but slow. His eyes roll back and that's when I feel it. 

Too easy. 

I let go of my pressure and let him come to me. And that he does. He lets go of my thigh and neck and wraps his arms fully around my waist and brings himself to my back. His head finds its way to the crock on my neck. Taking a deep breath. I lean my head against his as I  look at Colin again. From the look of it, when I looked away the first time he never did. He leans back with his legs open with his arms resting on them.  Fiddling with his fingers. 

‘I would give anything to be between them.’ 

I can imagine it perfectly. Me perfectly on my knees for him while he looks down at me. All he has to do is say the word and I'm his. Anyway he wants me, he can have me. 

“You smell so good I could eat you.” 

I hum as a response. This is a new Colin. He’s never looked at me so hard. I like it. Love it. 

I’m getting wet. 

“Would you let me eat you tonight?” I mentally groan. I stop our grinding and turn to face him. Going back to our original position with my hands around his neck and his on my waist. 

“Maybe if you beg for it.” 

He raises his eyebrows. 

“Oh? So you're the freaky type?” 

I shrug. “Maybe. Wanna find out?” 

“Please-” 

“Atticus, it's time to go. Everyone is done eating.” It’s Lillibeth. Her make up looks like she’d freshly applied it but her messy hair gives her away. 

I look at the boy. “Maybe next time.” Then walk away. 

“Can I at least get your snap?” 

Without turning around. “No.”