Hi my name is Emiel, my friends call me Emy, my brother calls me E. You guys can call me Emy, only he can call me E. Anyways welcome to my story, yes I am on love with my brother, I know it is gross to you but its everything to me. I am a purple headed, slender body, grey eyes, snow white looking gay dude in my sophomore year, how do you think school is for me. It is absolute hell. I mean I am a straight A student but I still hate the teachers, so annoying always trying to get into my business. I get picked n as usual, my brother is in the same year as me but is a six months older.We have different moms but the same stupid idiotic father. Right now i am sitting in algebra already done ith my test just pretending im stuck on the easy ass problem to talk to you guys. My Brother Jacob is the complete opposite of me, you wouldnt even know that we are brothers. He has blonde bangs that make him look sexy when wet and swooped to the side, blue eyes, muscular as hell, he plays football so that is expected, and he is tall as fuck. I am a celery stick he is a whole ham. I have been in love with him since puberty hit, but I was gay before that, girls king of creep me out since I was 8 so I wasn't shocked when I admitted it to myself. I have never told anyone about ho I feel about him.I hope one day I can tell him. But I decided that today I am going to tell im I am gay, oof I hope he doesnt hate me for it because there is no changing it now.
"Mr. Slade I know you are done with your test come turn it in and get your classwork early."
You see what I mean, I don't want the stupid class work for tomorrow. MS Winston is now standing in front of me with the classwork in her hands and a wide grin on her face.I let out a sigh and hand in my test. She slaps down the thick packet in front of me and I feel like I want to cry.Fuck this ill do it at home, just because im smart doesn't meaning like work.You know the phrase "work smarter not harder" well turns out if your smarter these teachers push you harder. By the time im hallway through the packet I hear the bell ring, that bell is my little slice of heaven. I have biology next yes I have that class with J, oh btw I call Jacob J. I sit in my usual seat in the back of the class and wait for J to come sit next to me, it now or never where if he gets pissed he cant make a scene. He sits next to me in his usual t-shirt and jeans and ruffles my hair.
"Morning J, um have something to tell you before class starts."
"Oh whats that?"
"Well I hope you wont be pissed but im Gay"
His face was blank it looked like that emoji with one straight line for a mouth an its eyes widened.
"Um o- ok good to know"
"Shit isn't going to be awkward between us no wist?"
"Of course not we are brothers I mean I just didn't expect it."
"Are you dating anyone?"
Is he asking me out oh please lord please.
"No not ye I anted to tell you first before putting myself out there."
"Oh ok I just wanted to know so I could tell then If they hurt yo to write their final will and testiment."
Ah fudge nuggets so much for my hopes,still my same old older brother, I need him to be the lustful brother right now, I guy can dream right. Hmm ill have yo one da until then I ll just start dating, oh shit un problemo, im terrified of talking to people, oh except one. Cole, he is the new kid Russia and he just moved into my neighborhood, he is braver than me by being openly gay, he is always on his own at lunch and is constantly staring at me.Perhaps we could be friends, for now at least. After bio and Art class, which I also love it was lunch time,FINALLY!!!, I was dying here. I got my lunch and sat next to him.
"Hi ole, mind if I sit with you,"
"Um no not at all"
"My name is Emil but you can call me Emy."
"Nice to meat you"
"Before we get better aquainted im telling you from now that im gay so don't think I want to date your sister or something"
"Oh for sweet cream sake, relax im gay too and i dont have a sister I have an older brother that insists on messing up my hair each and every day."
He began to blush, I must admit it is the cutest thing I have ever seen.Oh crap I for got to describe him to you guys, sorry my bad. He looks like snow white, but taller and a bit muscular. You know the typical milk white skin an short jet black hair.
"Oh sorry , I just thought-"
"it fine, kids in this school can be dumb asses."
"Yeah that has happened to me three time s this week"
"Damn no wonder you told me from the jump"
"Would you like to hang out this week end"
"Oh sure, there is this new movie coming out this Saturday, wanna go?"
"Sure, that sounds fun."
"Yay ill check for tickets right now."
"Is I a date, I no this is quick but-"
"It can be if you want it to be"
"Then its a date."
"Yes oh but before i forget, are you ok with horror movies?"
"Yes they are my favorite"
The bell rung and we both got up, we had he same english class so we just talked the whole way there.Turns out he gets me better than I thought he would. I am so happy today because "Its Friday Friday". Turns out our Friday schedules are the same except for first and second period. When the day as done and it was time to go I felt relieved.
"Bye Emy see you tomorrow ill meet you at your house."
"Yeah see you."
I hopped into my brothers car and we were off.
"So who was that?"
"the new kid from Russia"
"Yes, we are going to the movies Saturday."
"Can I come?"
"Aww is my little E leaving the nest already, god they grow so fast."
"Oh shut up you are six months older than me not six years."
"You are still my little brother E and its my job to keep you safe."
"Is it a date?"
"And on to the next subject before I fall asleep"
"Come on E don't do me like this, don't start locking me out like the annoying dad about to tell his son about using protection."
"I might just If you do"
"Are you going to make me do it?"
"No don't you dare.If you start singing that fucking frozen song I will ignore you for there rest of the day."
"Do you want to build a snow man? come on lets go and play, never see you anymore, come out the door its like you gone away, we used to be best buddies and now were not, I wish you would tell me why-"
"Ok stop it ill tell you."
"Finally because trust me you do not want to hear me sing that high note."
"Yes it is a date happy now."
"You are growing up without me"
"Oh dont give me that bull you aren't even a virgin anymore."
"Not the point."
We finally reach home and I immediately go in my room and gt my work done, I mean come on who wants to do work over the week ends. I wake up and look outside, shit its almost morning, I must have fell asleep. I checked the time it is 8 am I check my texts and Cole said he will be over in twenty minutes.I run into the bathroom , put mu hair in a ponytail,take a shower, brush my teeth and hurry to get dressed.When I checked my work I didn't complete it so I grabbed my bag and shoved it in there along with my keys, wallet and pencil case. I spray on my usual cologne and head on stairs.As soon as I reached the bottom of the stairs there was a knock on the door. hen I opened it there he was Cole dressed in black jeans and a white sweatshirt. I was wearing black ripped jeans and a deep purple T-shirt saying 'still sleeping'.
"Morning you ready?"
"ell I am now."
When I reach for my hair that was normally down I realize it is still in that messy pony tail from the shower.i immediately pull out the scrungie and put it around my wrist. My face was red by now, I am not used to waking up early in the morning.
"I am not familiar with this town yet and I don know where the bus stop is."
"That's fine i was born and raised here, we actually can walk to the theater."
"Ok all the better."
We began walking don the street I am so glad the theater is only seven blocks from my house.
"So way is the name of the movie we are going to watch.?"
"Get out,you might have sen the trailer on tv."
"Oh yes I did, my mother almost jumped out of the couch, sh hates horror movies, she faints at the sight of blood."
"Damn, my brother is like that too.The last time I accidentally cut my self with a knife he went don like a great oak. He always gets mad in I yell timber."
We both started laughing, a big jock like him fainting at the sight of blood, dear lord.
We kept on swopping stories about our families weird reactions to certain things and in no time we were at the theater. I had go the tickets online so all I had to do was let the guy scan the code give us our ticket and we were off. Cole went to get popcorn and drinks while I got candy and ran to save our seats. when he entered the theater I waved at him so he could come sit, we talked until the movie started. In the beginning I felt his hand on my knee and honesty I liked it there. I noticed he was testing the waters so I just went for it.I took his arm,put it across my shoulders and leaned on him. He seemed much more comfortable like this and so was i.
"You know I don't mind at all."
"Ok I didn't want to make you uncomfortable."
Ugh I hate admit it this but I was a pussy in the middle of the movie. Even though I saw the trailer I wasn't read, no where fucking ready for this shit. I ended up with m hands covering my face and turning into his chest away from the screen.Shit there was no blood but this shit was scary, it wasn't the usual, you know ,dumb blonde or the black dude gets killed first, this as some brain washing, clan slash shit.Colts eyes were wide open and his knuckles are white.
"E-Emy this movie was a mistake, this is fucked up shit."
My face was still in hi schist , I couldn't watch, all I could think was, let the black dude live, let the freaks burn in hell. When the move was over i am pretty sure I wasn't going to get much sleep tonight. When I finally turned back to the screen I felt cold so cold.
"Cole you alive?"
"Um yeah I think, how about next time we watch an action movie, never this again."
It was the fastest we found our butts out of the building. We didn't even touch out popcorn, I guess will be eating it.
"Did you get to do the classroom work from Algebra?"
"Oh shit I forgot about that, did you do it.?"
"I did half of it but fell asleep last night."
"would you like to come over and we could do it together."
"Sure I got it with me actually."
"Great, I hope you don't mind my parents aren't home."
"Its fine by me"
I took out my phone and texted my brother telling him where i will be before he starts to freak out. When we got there I realized they moved into one of the new houses that they built, inside was nice and modern, similar to mine but a bit smaller. We went up to his room which was painted baby blue and took out the work.He flopped on the bed and took out the thick packet.We were both stuck on the same problem and figured it out.We worked silently and efficiently, it was actually kind of nice. We ended up watching Maleficent to erase the damage done by 'get out'. We laughed our asses off at the inaccuracies in the movie and ended up binge watching total drama, world tour. In the middle of an episode I noticed Coles eyes were mostly looking at me. Our yes met and all of a sudden I had the urge to kiss him. I scooted a bit closer and in seconds his lips were on mine.I know I should feel guilty liking this but its not like I am cheating, my brother lost his fucking virginity so it shouldn't matter. I opened my mouth and his tongue slid in. His hand was in my hair and pulling me closer. We were so close I might as well had been on his lap. I slid my fingers into his lack hair and had my hand on hi schist.Just as he grabbed my rear my phone rang. I my eyes shot open wondering ho it could be, only three people have my number.Cole,J, and my father.
"Mmm" He released my lips and I picked up my phone to find out it was my brother.
"Where are you?"
"I texted you"
"Still not answering my question."
"Im over at Coles we are doing classwork from algebra."
"Uh huh, now tell me the truth."
"That is the truth."
"Whatever don't do anything stupid."
"I don't know, don't do something you would regret."
"Oh relax, anyways im on my last page bye."
I hung up and rolled my eyes, he really ruined my vibes.
"Yeah just my brother checking up on me, I swear he thinks im five and he is fifty."
"No I am happy im an only child."
"Eh having a sibling isnt all bad, just annoying at times."
"If you say so"
I noticed my legs were mostly over his so I just decided to sit on his lap, he seemed quite pleased then pulled me in for another kiss, his hand was still grabbing my ass while mine was under his shirt.DAMN HIS SHIRT DOES NOT DO HM JUSTICE.He is more muscular than he looks. I had forgotten about the show until the TV mad e aloud sound. Apparently the plain as going down and all the characters were screaming.We broke from the kiss and lunged fro the remote, we skipped 3 episodes. NOO. After rewinding we both started laughing our asses off, what else were we supposed to do it as too funny not to, when it hit seven o clock I decided it was time to go home. I gathered my things and he walked me home before going inside I gave him a quick peck on the lips and said bye. Today was fun, maybe the only reason I was attracted to my brother was because he was the only male that was nice o me and knew me.
"Finally you decide to come home, your lucky dad is stuck at work or he would curse the shit out of you."
What is with him, this isn't the latest have come home.
"Whatever come help me set up dinner." I
"In a minute I going to the bathroom."
I ran upstairs and found my way into my room, when I looked in the mirror it was as I feared Cole left a hickey.J would freak thankfully it was on my collar bone, nothing my huge sweat shirt couldn't fix.as I take off my shrt I notice it smells like Coles cologne,yum I tossed it I the hamper and pulled on the huge sweat shirt. When I got downstairs J was making a salad and it looked like I as on meat duty.
"Why not let me cut up the vegetables since you love met so much.?"
"Because I don't ant to have to give you a reason to yell timber again."
"Any ways how did the date go?"
"Fine I brought back popcorn, the movie was so messed up we didn't even eat it, I spent most of it hiding in-"
"Hiding in what"
"Hiding behind my bag."
"Damn. So what did you guys do after his house."
"like I said do work."
"Watched maleficent and total drama world tour."
"Uh huh, nothing else."
"If your asking I we fucked the answer is no."
"I didn't ask that , you just have a guilty conscience."
"I don't you are just trying to get me to say something that isn't true."
"Then what did you two do?"
"We made out that's all, happy now."
"YOU DID WHAT!!"
"We made out so what, you make out with girls all the time."
"We are not talking about me, you just turned gay and are already making out!"
"Ive been gay for years!!!"