It was warm around me. It was a familiar scent I’m comfortable with though it was distinct from some reason. I could feel someone getting into bed with me. I didn't open my eyes but I'd this scent anywhere, the masculine, oak-wood smell covered the bed, and I could feel his shadow covering up the dim light in the room. I could feel the weight on me, my body tensed but I tried not to make it obvious so I smiled. I smiled at those crystal eyes which are gazing at my face and though I can't see him, I can still feel him giving his signature 'panty-drop' smirk.
Slowly I felt the blanket pulled down and suddenly he attacked upon me when I felt a tingling sensation on my neck. Wet kissing trailing down and strong arms cupping my chest and my slender nape. Though I tried keeping my body and breathe in control, I couldn't help but moan for the pleasure I feel just with his touch.
Feeling of being with him has a contentment of pleasure, pain and security and mostly importantly protected. And I know I can't resist him for long, for the way he is. The exact right guy I'm looking for was him and though I knew it, I wanna push him away knowing he is savage and desperate for my wild fantasies I pray he never knew. He is the one whom I should runaway from but I know I can't. The darkness surrounding just disappears when I'm in his summer. He's demanding, just what I wanted. What I needed. And I'm scared for that too. The serendipity I feel is wholesome and graceful enough to love him and also rip away from him. And I still want that pain because I know I can't escape.
"Done pretending to sleep, my little kitten?" he growled at my now aroused self. I then felt his fingertips at my hip, realizing that I was aroused he sucked in his breathe, and let the covers rest at my thighs. My heart's beating in my throat, and I'm content that it's going to be a long night.
"Just how I like." he slipped his finger going in and out lazily.
"Please..." I pathetically panted and begged for him.
He then placed his head into the crook of my neck "Gotta punish my little kitten, don't you think?" and smiled. Fucking smiled, damn I'm dying out of pleasure here and he's smiling?!
Then he abruptly pulled out his finger and turned me onto my stomach and thrust forward, "Fuck....!" groaning in my ears.
I moaned loudly. He started teasing my chest and thrust vigorously and then stilled and stared into my eyes, "Tell me." I moaned again for the building pleasure. "Tell me who do you belong to?"
"Tell. Me." he stressed though his gritted teeth when I didn't answer.
"You!" I screamed out into the night when he bite down my shoulder. He then came down with few thrusts along with me leaving the calm silence of the room with panting and breathing.
He then grabbed me into his lap and kissed me hard until I gasped out for air.
“Seems like I need to leave you out now for tomorrow.” He said
“Seems to me that you can’t wait until tomorrow.” I courted back.
He raised his brow. Knowing that I actually love being a brat, he must be thinking how to torture me tomorrow. Thinking about that just makes me excited and wet for him.
He smiled and said, “Can’t, kitten.”
Damn, his smile! Damn my treacherous body! Just looking at that handsome toned- sculptured face, that prefect jawline, with thin-broad nose and those oceanic- blue crystal eyes. And let’s not talk about his body. It's divine that a sculpture like this can exist too! Broad shoulders, delicious abs and that impeccable V. The V which only exists in books. The one which I never knew would exists.
It's amazing that my body learned his in this short time. I do remember that first time though I felt that pain, it was a paradise for me. I yearn for his scent, his touch, his warmth, his heart, his everything. He's mine and so I'm his forever.
In this less time we had together, it's been whole new life for me to go come out. Though I'm scared about it'll turn out, I'm happy that I can fall in love too.
'In the veil of hesitation I grew up in. Life's meant to be a tragedy' I always believed in that cause it was actually empty without my mother's smile and laughter, my father's consoling warmth and my close friends. It was just empty. And now that hole's been filled with his caring, dominating presence that I never knew can exist. I never knew that I can be loved and can love too.
I looked deep into his eyes. He then kissed me on my nose and said, “Let’s get you some sleep.”
“Yah…” I agreed because I’m already tired and sleepy for all this facile event just happened.
And I dozed off in his lap.