Well... To say the least; he was embarrassed.
Or scared? Maybe he was scared?
No... Not scared...
"I don't know Sho..." Izuku murmurs again, staring pointedly at the movie they watch, the movie honestly too cheesy for the factor they're speaking of.
"I don't see no problem with it."
"You say it so bluntly I couldn't tell if you were embarrassed or not." Izuku mutters, lip pouting out. How is his boyfriend so expressionless while talking about this.
"Its just sex, nothing more." Shouto says.
"See! How can you say that with a s-straight face!?" Izuku flushes, hating the way his voice stutters despite having stopped the old habit over a year ago,"Th-Thats-"
"I'm just that way because I trust what I say around you." Shouto stares at him, eyes full of honesty,"I see nothing wrong with the fact."
"I-I know its just..." Izuku squeezes his pillow close against his chest, resting his chin on it,"Its embarrassing." He mutters.
"What?" Shouto leans closer,"What'd you say."
"Ah nothing-" Izuku smiles, staring pointedly at the movie,"Um... Are you hungry?"
"Not really... But we can go down to the common room if you want...?" Shouto glances at him from the screen, and Izuku nods quickly, honestly relieved to stop talking about this stuff.
Its not like they haven't EVER done anything together. They've got off together, kissed, made out...
Hes not sure.
"Thought you were supposed to be smart dumbass."
"I... I'm just having trouble with this, I don't quite get it."
"Then why didn't you ask ponytail?" Kacchan looks up at him, then back at his work,"She knows this shit just as well as I do."
"She's on a mission-"
"Then ask your damn nerdy boyfriend."
Well, you're just as fucking nerdy, Izuku thinks bluntly. But he thinks more about the embarrassing conversation he and his boyfriend had the night before more specifically, making his face tint an embarrassing color.
Kacchan raises a brow,"The fuck you all red about Deku?"
Despite their... Many, MANY, differences and arguments, Izuku is glad that he can at least consider Kacchan a true friend now. They hardly ever fight anymore, probably less than before the blond started bullying him in grade school.
He likes that, its good to have someone hes known since childhood as a friend.
"Did you and dumbass have a fight or some shit..." Kacchan mutters, marking something on his paper.
"Um, some shit." Izuku murmurs and glances up to find the blond squinting at him,"It was a weird conversation."
Kacchan raises a brow,"Whaddya mean?"
"U-Uhm... He's just..." He trails off, staring pointedly at the paper,"Um..."
"The fuck is wrong with you?" Kacchan leans back against the couch, arms crossed over his chest as he glares at him across the common room table.
Izuku bites his lip, and he cocks his head a little, staring more at the floor than anything else,"You and Kirishima... Um... When did you guys start doing, like, more than kissing."
Kacchan's brows raise a considerable amount before he says,"A few months after we started dating... Why?"
"N-No reason um..." Izuku flushes again, and well, whats the harm in admitting it,"Todorokiwantstodothatkindofstuff."
Kacchan, raises a brow,"Hah?"
The green haired man swallows tightly,"Todo... Wants to do that kind of... Stuff."
"Then do it."
"Its just..." Izuku frowns, staring at the paper,"Laying yourself bare to someone like that is really... Its just not comfortable to me."
Kacchan stares at him, and honestly he feels a little stupid now. They're third years, 18, he and Todoroki have been going out for a long time now. Yeah, they were in a rut about three months ago but they got through it and now they're fine.
Hes just really embarrassed about this stuff, he's not exactly the right person to talk about these emotions.
He's usually really vocal about his feelings, about how he feels on certain subjects, what he believes is wrong or right.
But THESE feelings, the feelings he feels with Shouto, about Shouto... It's a little different.
And so, here he is, talking to his friend who's probably had sex with his own boyfriend he doesn't know how many times, and he's been going out with his own for longer than him and he can't even say sex with a straight face.
Kacchan frowns a little, looking thoughtful,"You've always been a pussy when it comes to this shit."
"That's true, I'll admit." He murmurs, tapping his pencil on his fucked up math homework.
"Just tell him." The blond says, staring down at his own work,"He'll understand. Icy-hot is a dick sometimes, but hes a patient fucker, I'll give him that."
Izuku bites the inside of his jaw,"I'm just... Hes always giving ME want I want... I hate, ya'know, always making him wait."
"Eijirou is like that." Kacchan murmurs,"He hates... Lying too." He nearly whispers, face almost a regretful looking one.
"Todoroki does too." Izuku murmurs. He glances up to find his friend staring at his work bluntly, mind obviously somewhere else.
The blond glances up then, eyes looking too shiney to be normal, but Izuku ignores it, knowing if he points it out that his old friend will surely blow up... Literally.
Kacchan blinks fast a few times, straightening up,"Just talk to him... You guys love eachother right, so it should be ok if you actually talk to him."
"I'm just..." Izuku butts his fist off the table lightly, and he huffs, frowning deeply,"I don't know HOW. I feel like I'm disappointing him."
Kacchan snorts, looking a little to understanding with that aspect,"Yeah."
"-and then I was like, oh hey Bakubro!" Denki runs over grinning,"Kiri's back. He just walked in, so he's coming over he-"
"Katsuki!" Izuku watches as his other friend runs over, filthy with dirt and grime. He hugs the blond tightly, kissing his cheek,"I missed you!"
"I missed you too but fuck!" Kacchan grins,"You're filthy."
Kirishima grins as he leans forward and whispers something in Kacchan's ear, making the blond grin wider as said red head kisses his neck and gives a devilish look up at the blonds face.
Izuku looks away from intimate exchange, glancing up again to see if they're done just to find the two making out.
He brings in a breath and stands, grabbing his things,"I think I figured out the work, Kacchan, see ya later."
"Hm- yeah..." The blond looks over his boyfriends shoulder as Kirishima hugs him close, the hug more gentle than anything sexual,"Good luck with that one problem there Deku, you pussy."
"Pfft yeah." The greenette rolls his eyes.
He needs good luck indeed.
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