Haha, dramatic, psh ... does anyone care about this stuff anyway huh? Not me, so go ahead, everything would be fine, don't think about sad things anymore.
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With headphones in the ears and head down, the hair covering the tense gaze of a girl walking with her hands in the pockets of her black sweatshirt, everything seemed to go slowly beside her.With her white sneakers, walking lightly through the small puddles by the road she had crossed to get to school.
Specifically, the hell we all believe in today.She had not looked anywhere but had entered the big gate and head for the big crimson red building.Entering the building, walking down the big, noisy hallways because of the students, even though she had headphones in her ears, she couldn't hear anything.
Lost in the music she listened to in her headphones, she hadn't even noticed when her friend Emma had run to her and immediately fell to the ground.Alex had rubbed her head and then looked at her friend, helping her to get up.
"Alex, we have to go to the library after school today, do you want to come? Maze is coming." she said, smiling a little. Her eyes shone a little, making her friend confused.
Alex had cleaned up and then turned off her music and go to class.She was going to her seat until she noticed someone already in her place and immediately slammed her bag on the bench and rolled her eyes.The boy looked up slowly, looking straight into her angry eyes.
That's what he wanted and he immediately got up and made room for Alex, who immediately punched her fists on the bench but Emma stopped her from doing so."Just don't pay attention to him." she said, but Alex just got even angrier and sat down next to her.
What a beautiful Monday, could not be better. Her gaze had been fixed on the classroom window where the sun was slowly rising.Alex didn't talk much, she was more open-minded than the others thought.Especially when it came to going to the library after classes with her friends, there was something that made her more active and that girls liked to see her like that.
"Alex" Maze said her name on the back with Emma.Alex looked back a little to see out of the corner of her eye and pulled out a 'hm'.
"Could you stop when we talk, please?" Maze said, stopping with Emma, and Alex turned to them.
"I really don't want to talk, so please let's head to the library." Alex said, her gray gaze penetrating Maze almost, but she looked at the huge schoolyard and took a deep breath.
"I'm not forcing you to talk but you know you're going to have to talk in the end, maybe it won't be me and I don't have the right to force you but we're here so you should tell us what you have. Although I realize what you really have."Alex grabbed the handle of her bag and looked down.
"Nothing, it's just a Monday, that's all." Alex said in a low, almost whispering tone.Maze looked at Emma and they both exhaled, then Emma put her arm around Alex's shoulder.
"If you say so, let's go then." she said, smiling.
As they entered the library,they noticed more students.Their eyes widened, each looking at each other knowing that they were not very good at communicating if someone asked them something.
"Maze" Maze was frightened when she heard her name and immediately noticed who had been and calmed down.
"Misoo, I didn't think there would be so many today.." Maze said, scratching her back of the neck slightly."Well, that's why I looked for you, too." she said, smiling.
"Okay, then let's ignore them all and go do our job, because that's why we are here." Emma said, occupying a free table, and you immediately noticed how Alex brought some books, some thicker and others thin.
"Hey hey Alex-" Misoo wanted to stop her when Alex had taken the books that were about to fall on her head.Her expression remained the same only her eyes widened and she looked up without seeing anyone.
She gritted her teeth and then walked slowly to the table where the 3 girls were.
'Was he really going to blow my head off like that huh?' she had thought until she sat down to pick up a book and began to read.Emma noticed that her gaze had become even darker, so she tried to get Maze's attention.
Maze looked over her phone and noticed how Alex's eyes had blurred, just reading more as if she was thinking about what had happened and she was sure she was thinking about it.
Alex's pov
'Fuck the tables, I'll beat him one day'
My fingers had almost entered the cover of the book I was looking at, reading the lines I saw, not caring about anything but how that mentally corrupt and sick boy really wanted to take my life.
The hatred was mutual, true but honestly I never thought it would have occurred to me to do the way he did to me a few seconds ago.And if it's to do it, it won't be easy and I didn't even want to think about it, but it doesn't give me another option but only madness and madness and-
"Alex." Maze's voice pulled me out of my little 'trance'.
"You are breaking the cover." she said calmly, looking into my eyes.I hadn't even noticed that I was squeezing the cover of the book so hard, I really don't know how to control myself huh? I really can't and won't win this way.
I really wish I had that freedom again before that kid came to this school.I glanced to the other table, two tables away, where I saw the boys laughing.Honestly, I was disgusted by everyone I saw, especially the boys and I don't think I had any explanation.
Only hatred and the reason was simple.I took my phone out of my bag and immediately texted my cousin until I stopped to think about what I could write to her.Honestly, I had nothing in my head.
I was lost, for a minute until I realized that someone is gazing at me.
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