Each heart beat felt like a minute. Every breath was an hour. Time slowed down and then stopped. All I could do was comb my hand threw his hair. His body was so close to mine, and I don't even know his name. The thought of losing this person who was so close to me made me wonder. It's crazy that one day you can have someone, and then they are gone the next. I don't want that to happen to this boy yet. I don't know why but life has given me this chance to save this boy. What if I didn't go on the roof? What if I went to the bathroom like a usually do? But all I know is that this moment will be a big part in both of our lives. I have no idea if he's gonna try again tomorrow, but him having the courage to tell me why he wanted to die was him saying he didn't want to die. Telling me his reason set him free.

"Are you ok?"-me

"Yeah, but, do you think we can hug a little longer"-boy

"I wouldn't mind. Do you wanna talk more about it on the other side of the fence when your ready?"-me

"Ok. I'd like that"-boy

"Thank you."-me

"Thank me? Thank YOU! I don't want to die anymore. I realized it's a stupid reason to die."-boy

I can tell he was still depressed. I need to help him.

"How about this, if you ever need someone to talk to make sure you talk to me for now on. And if you don't mind, I too, would like to tell you about my feelings. Deal?"-me

"It's a deal! Shall we hop over this fence and personally introduce our selves?"-boy

I smiled. As I climbed the fence I started to really take a look at him. He had two different colored eyes. A bandage on one cheek and a scratch on the other. His hair was a mix of blonde and brown, uniform had a vest over it but was one from the school. We both sat down on a bench on the roof and stared at each other. I started making a fist. He looked really cute with the sun be hide him.

"Shall I go first?"-boy

"Only if you want to!"

I was flustered and looked down at my skirt. He started to smile and looked at the clouds.

"My name is Shinchi Honey. I am a 3rd year at this school. I am here due to my depression. I am 17 and I cry at weddings. My birthday is June 15th. nice to meet you!"-Honey

"Nice to meet you Honey senpai. My name is Yuki Love. I am a 2nd year at this school, well its my first day. I am here due to my anger issues. I am 16 and I believe in ghost. My birthday is January 31st."-me

"haha you don't have to call me Honey. Its ok if you call me Shinchi."-Honey

"Yeah but I like calling you Honey. Its cute."-me

He blushed and looked down.

"Does that mean I should call you Love?"-Honey

I turned red. He got me there.

"DON'T MAKE IT WEIRD!!"-me

"Why Love? Its cute when your mad. I think Ill call you that"-Honey

He was smiling at me. My heart was racing for this person i have just met. Why?

"Hey, mind if we exchange numbers? I would like to learn more about you and keep in touch over the weekends."- Honey

"Sure, I'd like that. Hey Honey senpai, can I be your new reason to live?"-me

(ends episode) (lol jk)

"Only if I can be the person who you talk too to calm you down."-Honey

"Its a deal!"-me

After we were done, the bell rang. It was the bell saying our first break was over.

"Shit! We're gonna be late!" -me & Honey

We both ran down the case of stairs and ran to our next class, smiling. I made a friend on my first day. During lunch, we were texting each other, making plans to go on the roof after school. It was almost like we were dating, everything is happening to fast. We both desired a new friend so we saw this as an opportunity. Everything went way to fast actually. Is it natural to meet someone once and trust them completely? We were acting like we were friends for years. I don't even know his favorite color. I don't know anything about him really. I guess we can talk more about this after school.

"Class, we have two new students joining us tomorrow. please welcome them with open arms."-teacher

That's odd, why didn't they join on the first day for school? Jeez everyone is still looking at me. is it cause i bolted out of class instead of talking to them? If i was to stay in here, i couldn't live with my self. Running might be the only answer sometimes. We just have to except when it is that time.

when the bell rang, saying the day was over, i walked my way to the stairs to the roof. But when i pulled the handle, it was locked. the first thing i thought was that Honey locked it so i can't stop him a second time. the thought of that sent a chill down my spine and got me angry.

"You little!"-me

BOOM!

i kicked the door open and stood there with anger. I lost control. I ran up the stairs and kicked the other door open. The light of the sun was shining down on me as if i was on a stage.

"Honey senpai, I swore if you leave me right now I'll,"-me

i started to cry. If he was on the other side of that fence again then I was planning on hitting him with my bag.

"I'll never forgive you!"-me

I was on the floor crying. I slowly looked over to the spot on the roof he was the first time. He wasn't there.

"Basterd. I'll never forgive you."-me