It’s almost the end of campus event season. It has been nonstop school activities and engagements between the school and the community. The last few months have been filled with excitement and fun throughout the campus, however I can’t help, but feel nothing of it.

It’s been literally two months since the last time I’ve talked to Kian. I always see him in class, right next to me. He never says anything to me like “Hey Yuca” and so neither do I. I’ve tried a few times a month ago to talk to him or at least say hi, but it just always seems like I can’t get close to him…EVEN THOUGH I SIT RIGHT NEXT TO HIM. He’s been so busy with school event planning and people are always crowded around him.

I hate this season. It always takes him away from me. I mean… it always takes my two friends away from me. They become too busy and involved with other important things to worry about me. But that’s how it has been and I’ve learned to try to push myself through it because once these three months are over, they can go back to being my greatest two friends.

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Another week passes. Only two more weeks until the event season is over and then I can get him back… and her. I can do this. I’ve handle this before. I can let them do what they need to do and then we’ll go back to how it always has been, the three of us being bestest of friends, hanging out together, playing together, walking together, and existing in each other’s presence.

I can’t wait. Only two more weeks…