“Have you ever regretted something you said or something you did, it’s never fun to regret anything let alone a mistake. We all regret something we’ve done before whether we made someone mad, saying something we didn’t mean, or even doing something we weren’t supposed to. But your regrets are fixable mine are not, I cannot fix my past cause I’ll never get the chance. I hurt that person that meant the world to me and lost a world of happiness and it was all lost in a church, in god’s very own house. I begged and pleaded for that one I wanted back but I was just let down again, and now I sit in prison waiting for my meals to be made for me because I have no social skills or my mind just snaps because of what someone says. I sit in a white room all day reflecting and getting asked questions on a daily basis like what happened? Or who was she to you? Or even do you remember? Oh yes I remember I will always remember that day. It burns in my head every day the memory of holding her in my arms, I sometimes dream about what I could have done to avoid the situation but it still ended in the same result every time. It got so bad that anytime I dreamt of it I’d wake up screaming and crying out her name. “Nikeya!”