Bleep, Bleep, Bleep, Bleep, the ever going sound of heartbeat, the little sounds of the alarms going off somewhere else on the ward, the phone ringing in the nurses station just outside I sat in an uncomfortable green chair with a little blanket over my legs as I held thomas’ hand and looked out the window to the sweet little garden in the hospital a little bird a robin sat by the window as a nurse wondered in

“He up yet?” she asks

“no not yet” I sigh

“well I got to get his meds wake him up will ya” she told me going off to get things so I smiled holding his hand a little tighter

“Thomas? come on time you get up” I whispers giving him little kisses

“Ummmm….hi” he groaned quietly

“Hi” i smile “you sleep okay?” i ask him

“as good as I can in this awful bed, I’d sleep better if I had you in here with me” He told me

“I know, but I cant, your all plugged in got a million wires and cables coming off you Thomas” i giggle “Plus the nurses would get mad at me” I giggle

“What do i look like a alien?” he asks

“a little” I giggle “feel any better today?” i ask him

“as good as yesterday” he shrugged “why did you wake me its like 3″ He complained

“Actually your clock has stopped” i tell him “its half nine” I giggle

“Ohh…why have you woke me at half nine?” he asked

“Nurse needs to give you more drugs, and food and all the other junk you gotta do” I laugh

“why did my clock stop?” he asked “You could have grabbed a nurse they would have put a new battery in it or something” he shrugged

“no…the ticking annoys me” I sigh showing him i had the batteries in my hand

“fair enough, dosent the bleeps anoy you then?” he asks

“yes, but they tell me your alive, there comforting” i giggle hugging him as tight as i could without hurting him as the nurse came back and did all the checks and drugs he has to have

“Okay, thats all good” she told him

“Ohh Please tell me i can have a shower today?” he begged

“sorry still no” she told him as she left

“Owww….but I need to shower I feel dirty and awful” he complains

“I know, i know, as soon as you get home you can have a nice long bubble bath okay” i tell him

“Okay, you can go you know, I dont mind, I’ll be okay on my own” he told me

“No” i giggle hugging his arm “You waited day and night till I was better Im gonna sit and wait till your all better” i giggle “I have popped out a couple times for coffee and snacks and things, mainly just the shops downstairs” I giggle

“aww, could you sneak me up some nice food?” he whispers

“hidden in your locked draw with your phone” I whisper

“I love you” He told me

“I love you too” I giggle “I got you some snack food, some chocolate, and a few new magazines to read” I smile “and topped up your tv so you can watch it a bit more if you like too” I tell him

“thank you sweetheart” He smiles

“Oh thinking of when i went to the shop” i smile grabbing my hand bag “I got you a little present” I giggle getting the little toy motorbike out my handbag

“Im not a little kid sweetheart” he complains

“fine I’ll keep-” I begin

“No mine” he answers snatching it out my hand and playing with it running the little wheels around the table and things

“Happy?” i ask him

“very happy, thank you sweetheart” He smiled “I just wish i could have a dam shower, or a bath either is fine I just want to be clean” He complains

“well, if your good, I’ll lock the door a little later and give you a bed bath” I smirk

“Ohh will you? could you give me a little you know while your at it? its had no attention for three weeks its starting really hurt” He complains

“if your good” i giggle giving him a kiss