This loss inside

There's nothing within

This feeling of insanity

It's like you all had this planned out for me

What existence is ours? It makes no sense

Don't think don't feel just breath until….

We're raised like chicks, herded and taught funny tricks

ABC 123 the president is in Washington D.C. and how to have humanity.

But the last one is hard for so many.

We kill, maim, bully, cheat, refrain, and repeat.

I'm one of billions….but is it so hard for the people on this Earth to have an open mind and accept all?

No matter how smart, young, colored, gay, disabled, different, or small?

I'll never have money in the millions, I was born and raised in middle class, we had debt, we did go with less, we were sometimes poor and sometimes we could eat out.

I learned to stop asking for more all the time, I only asked for what I needed or really wanted, even if I couldn't get it I would drop it fast.

Good days were getting bar food, bad days were getting creative.

But I still knew that I had more than many, so I tried not to complain.

                                               I refrained.