In my memory

There is a gap

Many gaps in fact

But only one

That i know is there

But can not see

No one has ever told me

They might not know

But i feel it

I hunt it down

I know its there

Ive just never seen it

So i keep feeling

Like i am wrong

When the stars

are aligning to

prove me right

They say it’s coincidence

But i know

I know that i am right

But maybe

Im not.

Everyone ive ever known

Whos ever known me

Has proven

My memory is faulty

Perhaps

I am simply

Afraid

To be so broken

Without a cause

So a search for one

In the folds

Of my empty mind

Praying that maybe

The missing information

Is the proof