(Cien/Raven's POV)

"I don't believe that I had given you permission to touch my phone" I tell Joshua

Joshua doesn't answer me and looks at the table full of food. Excited to finally eat Joshua digs in. Me and the family have liquor except for Paige, Kris, and Joshua.

"I didn't know that you could drink Cien" Joshua says holding up his cup of apple juice

"I have been for a while. There are a lot of things that you don't know about me" I tell Joshua

Joshua looks down into into cup sulking.

"Though I really wish you would tell me" Joshua whispers soft enough to make sure no one hears

"Hey let’s play the truth game" Blaze says

"I'm in" Lyda answers

Everyone else raises their hands as I sit there.

"Ok I'll ask first" Blaze says pointing at me

"If you were to choose to kill someone or have them killed in front of you which would you choose?" Blaze asks

I stand up angrily and grab Joshua by his hand.

"We're leaving hope you all have fun and Old Man we'll talk another time sorry" I walk out the door still holding onto Joshua's hand.

I pull my smart phone out and click the flashlight button to use as we walked home. I feel a pull on my arm and turn back to face Joshua gripping tightly to my hand standing in place.

"What's wrong Joshua?" I ask him worryingly looking at him

"Hey Cien have you ever killed someone before?" Joshua asks looking down at the ground

"Where did that come from?" I walk up to him

"I have, you know" Joshua says beginning to cry

"Joshua what are you talking about?"

"I didn't want to do it! It wasn't my fault!" Joshua cries

As he cries a faint smell of liquor was coming from his breath. He begins punching my chest in frustration while he cries as I just stand there taking it. A few minutes later he finally calms down and falls asleep. I carry him to my place and let him sleep on my bed.