Read Sparkling Life :: Chapter Six: His Feelings

Nobuaki POV.

I stood there shocked by Yoru's reply. I feel every fiber of my being aching by his cruel words then looked down. "Really, what did expect? This is no fairy tale where the person I love magically loves me back." I knew that, I know I should give up. Yoru obviously hate me, but I still can't find it in my heart to accept defeat. Maybe I should lay low and give him space. I did come up to him too strongly, but I can't help it, I don't have much time left...

The next day...

The maid woke me up then I went to the bathroom, I do the usual routine, waking up, brushing my teeth (sometimes a quick shower) when I leave the bathroom I see my school uniform fold neatly on my bed. I change then go downstairs to be greeted by the butler as he tells me about the weekend schedule while I'm eating.

After that Leonhardt prepare my bike, sometimes he offers me to drive me to school (since he's the chauffeur) but I refuse because I love the feeling of wind hitting my face while pedaling, a good exercise in the morning is good too. Once I park my bike, I meet up with Mikito who always wait for me in the school gate, it's been a habit of his since we were in elementary school. "Good morn— Nobu you look awful!" I halt by his statement then he blushed realizing the word he blurt out. "I-I didn't mean awful in a bad way, I mean that your eyes are red, you look as though you cried your eyes out, what's with the bruise, where's your glasses and how do I put it... Your aura is just so gloomy, you didn't reply to my messages yesterday too."

I take out my cellphone then checked my mailbox to see I have over hundred messages. "Ah sorry, didn't notice." I sighed then Mikito rest his head on my shoulder.

"At lunch time, let's eat something sweet then discuss about it, okay?" Mikito stated then I nodded. Suddenly red-head caught my attention from afar. It was Yoru with a scratch on his face. My heart sank when I see the lively figure, Mikito notice my gaze.

"Aren't you going to greet him like always?" Mikito asked in a gentle tone. Words won't form out of my mouth, so I just shook my head. I'm too hurt to say anything, and I don't wanna do anything that would make him hate me more. I have feelings too. I feel like there's a dark hole inside me right now and I don't know what to do with myself.

"Let's go, I don't wanna be late for class, Miss Philips can be pretty savage sometimes." I said then Mikito nodded.

The day passes idly as it progresses to lunch time. Mikito sat beside me looking concerned. "Here, I brought you orange juice, they didn't have strawberry sorry."

"Thank you." I took the juice can then sip some. My best friend looked at me as though waiting for me to spill the beans. "Well, yesterday I left early because Yoru called..." he looked at me as though saying 'I knew it'

"And?"

"I went for his rescue, he was injured in the head, I treated him then..." I explained to him about our date and how things were going great till the end.

"Wow... Nobu as your friend I want you to stay away from Yoru, I don't appreciate the way he treats you, I don't care if he's some tough dude I won't allow someone to belittle my best friend!" I was shocked by Mikito outburst then pat his head.

"Thank you for getting angry on my place, but I'll be fine." I smiled at my best friend who smiled back

Yoru POV.

I sat on my usual place and as expected Rinka was there, honestly her presence became a daily routine I'm used to, and she isn't such a bad person once you get to know her. Also, she's an omega so I can let my guard down around her. "I saw Sato-Senpai this morning..." I flinch hearing that bastard's name. "He looked so depressed as though he got dumped."

"... A-And?" I try my best to sound natural but my voice betray me.

"He's not wearing his glasses, and there's a bruise on his face. I asked around, apparently he fell and his glasses were shattered from the impact, people believed him but I think this is a huge lie, he got hit, I just know it." Rinka stated then I look down feeling a little bit guilty. Maybe I went a little too far with the punch...?

"Actually, I'm the one who punched him..." I confessed then she looked at me shocked.

"Why?"

"W-Well he was asking for it..." I trailed off when I saw the blank expression on her face. "He got the nerve to ask me out knowing that I'm not submitting to a mere alpha." I crush the juice can then click my tongue irritated.

"What are you? Idiot?" Rinka stood up then shook her head. "Is this your way of rejecting your feelings? Who do you think you're fooling Yoru, you know what never mind, I'm leaving."

"Wait Rinka!" I called out for her but she ran off. I chase after her, she was fast but I'm athletic, finally she took a breather in the school garden. I grabbed hold of her arm then took a deep breath. "Why are you running?" I hear a faint sob then my heart gave a big thump when I saw her crying. I panic then let go of her. "Wh-Wh-Why are you crying?!"

"I-It's because I feel so sad for Sato-Senpai, for you to reject him cruelly, it's the same stupid thing I did to Cloud, if I could just go back in time...!" Rinka covered her eyes using her hands and I freeze not knowing what to do. Who the hell is Cloud? That's not important, gotta calm her, people staring.

"D-Don't cry!" I said then hugged her tight. "Th-There, don't be sad." Rinka hugged me back then nodded.

"Yoru, don't do the same mistake I've done, cast aside that pride of yours and be truthful to your own feelings." Rinka said then I paused. Be truthful... I could never do that, I still can't trust those words, what if I give in and the same thing happens?

"I don't know Rinka, I'll talk to Nobuaki." I said then she nodded as she wiped her tears. I don't know a lot about Rinka, but I have the feeling that she holds a deep regret on her heart that she can't erase, seeing my situation must've triggered something inside her. Just who exactly Rinka Kujo and what kind of shit she went through?

After school...

I held hands with Rentaro who's... Holding hands with Kotaro. "Kota can eat with us dinner today!" Rentaro said with a big smile.

"B-But I need to go home... Mom worries." Kotaro said. It's true, yesterday Kotaro stayed with us, we tried dialing his mother's phone, but she won't answer, Rentaro who's worried about Kotaro's well-being insisted that from onward he should eat dinner with us every day.

"Please just eat dinner then I'll walk you home!" Rentaro said then I smile gently at my little brother. "I'll definitely protect you!"

"Then I'll come along and protect Rentaro." I said to my little brother who smiled overjoyed by my response.

We reached home, the three of us take off our shoes, of course Kotaro was the only polite one who put it on the shoe box we have near the entrance. Not like Eri cared and our parents are not here to scold us anymore. Funny how I miss their scolding. Guess it's as they say, you only realize the things you hold dear until it's too late. "Oh, Eri's home!" Rentaro pointed toward the shoe box then I smile.

"You don't need to tell me, I can smell her food~" I followed the scent then sat on the table. "Eri, dinner tonight is rice with chicken, corn soup and freshly bread."

"Excellent!" Eri said with smile as she put the food in front of us. "I see we have a small guest, what's your name?" Eri leaned to Kotaro's level then he quickly hides behind Rentaro who can't be considered a good shield.

"This is my friend Kota I told you about!" Rentaro said then Eri smiled by the little gesture Rentaro made.

"I hope our little Ren not troubling you." Eri said then Kota looked around.

"Where is Ren's Mama and Papa?" Kotaro asked.

"Yoru and Eri say that Mama and Papa are up above in the sky! They aren't coming back but it's okay, I have Eri and Yoru and I have Kota! I'm happy!" Rentaro said then hugged Kotaro.

"What about you little one? I notice that you go to kindergarten and the leave alone, where's your parents?" I asked then he looked down.

"I only have Mama, she said I don't have a Papa, so I shouldn't talk about it anymore." Kotaro said then I pat the raven head gently. I wonder if his mom take care of him.

"Alright! Let's eat!" Sensing the heavy atmosphere Eri clapped her hands, then puts all dishes on table. We ate everything then had a small dessert, fruit salad. As promised I walked Kotaro to his place along with Rentaro. When we returned Rentaro, who was full and tired dozed off, so I carried him back to his bed. I kiss his forehead then went to the living room to be greeted by Eri serious expression.

"Wh-What?" I asked surprised.

"Yoru, what's wrong? You looked conflict about something? A-Are you being bullied again? Did someone hurt you?" Eri said then I shook my head. Eri who knew about what happened to me during middle school was heart-broken then transferred me to a private school (the school I'm currently attending) which has a rule against discriminating against races. I never had anyone to call a friend, well not until now at least, so I have no regrets nor unfinished business.

"N-No! It's not like that! No one's bullying, it's just... Some guy confessed to me..." I said then Eri smiled relieved.

"Oh, that's wonderful, you know I'm never against dating." Eri said.

"I know you are not, it's just I... I hate that guy!" I said then Eri looked at me shocked.

"Why do you hate him?" Eri asked.

"It's because he's an alpha and I hate alphas the most! They are mean, manipulative, and look down at us omegas!" I shouted then Eri gave me blank expression same as Rinka's. Why’s everyone looking at me like that?! I don't understand.

"... So, you hate me? I'm an alpha too." Eri said then I jolt up. "N-No! You're different Eri, you're kindhearted, nice and treat everyone as equal." I protest then she smiled.

"You're sweet Yoru, so not all alphas are bad right?" Eri said then I pause, after few seconds I nod. She's right, my mother who was an alpha was also a good person. "Does that guy treat you horribly?"

"... N-No, it's the opposite, he's nice, he always treat me well and whenever I'm in trouble he's there to protect me." I said then Eri smirked. "He also makes great cakes..." Oh my god, I was too occupied thinking of Rinka and Rentaro that I totally forgot to get my daily sweet!

"So, this guy is not bad guy after all." Eri said. I couldn't say anything. It's true, Nobuaki is such a great guy and he always makes my heart flutter. I do like him, but I treated him horribly, and there's still that shadow of doubt inside my heart.

"Eri... I don't know what to do..." I confessed out then my big sister stroke my head gently.

"Yoru, what is your heart telling you?" Eri asked then again I paused. What is my heart telling? Isn't obvious? It wanna be with Nobuaki, but my head is telling me it's dangerous. "Chase those bad thoughts away, Yoru and listen to your heart, don't regret anything even if things go south, that's just how life is."

"Eri... Thank you, I think I'm more clear-minded now." Eri smiled gently then hugged me tight.

"Oh my god my cute Yoru is all grown-up and getting his feet swoop up! I tell you what, tomorrow you go have fun with him and I'll pick up Rentaro."

"Ouch Eri okay! Let go, I can't breathe because of your huge boobs."

"Rude... Introduce him to me once you make up okay?" We talked, played few games, once it was late, both of us bid our farewells then went to our separate rooms.

The next day...

After dropping Rentaro off I went back to school. Alright, today I will apologize to that pervert then... Tell him what I feel... My face turned bright red thinking about it. Ugh this is so not me, if it were a challenge I wouldn't mind. "Ugh this is the worst..."

To Be Continued...

(A/N): Hello everyone this Cherry again, today I wanted to display Yoru's profile here! Enjoy!

Name: Yoru Yamamoto.

Class: Omega.

Sexuality: Gay.

Family: Eri (big sister), Rentaro (little brother).

Favorite Color: Green.

Birthdate: December 3rd.

Age: 16.

Looks: Pale pink eyes, red, short-length, layered hair,

fairly white skin.

Personality: Sweet, cute, short-tempered,