Starting to recognize the scene playing out in front of me I smiled and followed, as soon as we make it down the strong aroma of roasted meat hits me in the face making my mouth water staring at all of it. I re-focus my attention to younger Lace and me finally remembering how this memory plays out following them. A smile creeps its way across my face as we start to approach two adults watching them turn revealing them to be my ma and pa greeting the two girls. One salty tear rolls its way down my face as Old memories surface, watching as my ma took me off to the side and handed me the notebook I cherish so much and is still with me. The very notebook that cause mom to disappear...' I miss her so... so much...'. Im suddenly snapped out of my thoughts as the memory suddenly warps out leaving me back in the black room. "Oh great not again! How the hell-" im cut off by a shrill cry, knowing the voice so well I immediately run after it. After just a few step im quickly plunged into a smoldering inferno smoke stinging my eyes, and burning my lungs, tongues of fire brushing up against my leg creating searing pain as I just kept running to the voice stopping in a fire lit clearing. I freeze at the sight before me laying my eyes on a massacre the only standing figure a younger blood soaked me a little older than the last memory but still me... my eyes widen as I see the grin on my face filled with psychotic pleasure. My sight is ripped away from my image by another cry full of grief and anguish let lose by a girl cradling the corpse of an older male holding a like wise appearance to the girl. My heart broke as I saw that it was lace and I realized witch image this this was, it was the day of my first kill... when I murdered my friends brother. I start to break down in a fit of tears gripping the side's of my heads biting my lip to hold my-self from crying out. Almost as quickly as I was plunged into the memory I was kicked out as I was thrown into another, I look up tears still rolling down my face as it started rain. Im starring at a crowd Lace, her family, and a bunch other seemingly from the area all in front of me and my father. My father was holding the younger me behind him, as I start whimpering recalling this day the mob starting to shout and throw insults saying " Get out of here!" "That things a monster!" "Vile demon!". They keep throwing insult after insult 'stop it' calling my younger self "vile" and a "freak of nature" 'stop it. Stop it. STOP it! STOP IT!!' is all that went through my mind as my breath starts hitching. Im now dropped into another memory this time me and Lace facing each-other the younger me looking at Lace in horror with a tear stained face. I was too stunned by witch memory it was that it completely shattered when I was unprepared for what she yelled at my younger self "a monster". At the sound of that word everything I had held inside of me had broken out into one rage filled scream that shattered into a breakdown. As I curled up on the ground the memory fade leaving me back in the black room, not long after my break down had calmed I heard a voice "It hurt didn't it? Seeing all the memories you had repressed for so long resurface." I looked up at the being the voice came from...
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