Its been 3 days sense learning what I am, and in all honesty im still trying to rap my head around it. Dad came up with a way of training me to control my "aspects" by erasing a small part of the seal every week and within the week working out how to control and handle it, though im not so sure if he knows what he's doing he hardly knows more than me. In the past 3 days i've been making frequent trips to various libraries to find books on Ferix and more on their history because, hey can it really hurt? Right now days trying to help me not lose control in a fight after tasting blood seeing a its my little power up of sorts, we've had a few hiccups and set backs here and there me getting a little carried away him having to tranquilize me but all in all its getting better. Schools been hell lately, Chloe and her squad made it their mission to tell the entire school that I attacked them even going as far as the principle and faculty. Of course the entire faculty being my safety blanket they made an investigation instead of being bought. Even as the injuries to the girls were sustainable their history with me and, the wounds I got from them and as I was already injured when it took place the investigation came to an undecided. 'School fudge hate it, and thanks to Chloe ish is gonna happen. Lucky me i've got the faculty on my side so if shit goes out the window' these type's of thoughts going through my head as I finish bandaging my wounds and head down stairs to get some air. "Hey pa im heading out!" "ok come back in time for lunch though!" he replied to my shout from the couch. "Hmm, he hasn't been drinking for awhile is it so he can keep an eye on me or something' I think as the door shuts behind me, putting on my headphones dad bought me about a year ago turning to my Skillet&Black veil brides playlist. I walk through town my steps to the beat of my music as I head to a coffee shop im rather fond of, im greeted with the tinkle of a small bell and subtle chatter as I take a table. 'He looks new and around my age curiously enough, most likely just moved here. Eh either way he's probably heard bout me, I mean the town's pretty small so word travels fast hell I caught a few glare's my way hear'. As the seemingly new waiter approached my table his eyes lock with mine as he gave me a surprisingly warm smile witch catches me off guard. 'OK!! ALERT ALERT!! WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON! Ok ok, calm down Ira he maybe hasn't heard yet, yeah that's the reason he's smiling at you just. Be. Calm.'