I wanted to crawl into a hole and die.

You know those fears and worries that you get about things in life? It's such a terrible feeling when they become a part of your reality.

My body heated up all the way to my ears. My chest was tight, so tight, it hurt. I needed to get out of the car. I needed to escape.

But Kam was still holding onto my cheek.

"Come here you," Kam pulled me closer and did something that both confused me and relieved me.

He kissed me.

A gentle kiss.

A tender kiss.

A heated kiss.

A passionate kiss.

When he eventually pulled away I was left in a daze.

"I warned you," he whispered in a cocky tone.

"What?"

"I told you that one day you were going to want to kiss me and I was going to say no out of spite,” He laughed. “I didn't think it would happen so soon though."

I punched his thigh.

"Ow!"

"You're an ass," I declared as I grabbed the side of his head and pulled him in closer for another kiss.

Kam always takes things from me without asking: my pencil, my popcorn, my heart. Every once in a while I should return the favour.

"But a sexy ass, right?" Kam couldn’t help but ask in between kisses.

"Just kiss me," I demanded.

Kam gave me one last smile tonight. Not a sly smile, not a cheeky smile, and definitely not a wicked smile.

A loving smile.

"Anytime."