It was the next day and Scott and I went to school together. Bubbles and Elizabeth were being taken care of Scott's dad, at first he refused but I then told to worry about nothing because they're very well behave. Unless Scott is in the room with Bubbles.
When we arrived at School some girls looked at our way like there was something going on. I ignored it and just continued talking to Scott, well he was asking me questions and I just answer them. After we were walking to the hallway, I noticed that people were looking at both of us, mostly I felt it was directed to me. Then I heard whispers I can't hear what they are saying but I know it's bad.
"Hey so are you gonnabnsjfkaidkzksost" I snapped out "What" I said to Scott “I said, are you gonna help fix the apartment” “Sure, I got you into the mess of course I’ll-” the whispers got even louder. Not only to the people around me, but also in my head. I covered my ears hoping it would stop, but it just got louder and louder. It then reminded me of that moment, the moment where I regretted saying yes. My heart was racing, I can’t stand the noise any longer.
I ran as fast as I can to the bathroom hoping it would stop and it did. Memories came flooding in, horrible, horrible memories. It made me nauseous and I threw up on the sink. I then heard someone opening the door “Sean are you okay” I nodded “I’m fine it’s just, one of my memories just triggered that’s all” “Are you sure, you puked on the sync and you were running like the devil was catching you” “Don’t worry about me, it’s all fine. I can tell you that there’s nothing to worry about” I reassured him. He gave me a worried expression.
After school was finished, Scott and I went to the car and drive to my apartment. While we were driving Scott turned off the music. “I know you don’t want to talk about, but please give me a little detail” he begged. I sighed, the memory I had was personal but for now I can trust him a little bit since he’s done a lot for me. “It was a guy about 2 years ago in my old school” “What about this guy” he asked. I looked through the window beside me viewing outside. The view was sunny and the world looked so vibrant, it was so calm and refreshing seeing it. “He promised me things that I thought people wouldn’t do for me” “What were they” “Things like protecting me, keeping me safe” I was silent when I thought about the last one.
“Always being together” I then felt the car stop quickly pushing me to the window. Good thing I wore a seatbelt. “What was that for!” “I’m sorry, there was a truck in front of us and I stepped on the brakes immediately” “Jesus” I laid back. “So you’re gay huh” he said. “Yeah, does it freak you out, are you thinking of me differently now, and no I do not want you to be my boyfriend” “Does it freak me out, a little, Thinking differently, no I will see you as the same person and last, why don’t you, am I weird, do I follow you to much, am I not that attractive”. “No, you’re basically the whole package, abs, perfectly tanned skin, that silky black hair, why I don’t want you is what you said before that, and that you are my friend” we both stayed silent.
“Why were you freaked out” I asked. “Well, you didn’t tell me anything and I thought that it was just a rumour on the school” “No, I was very open about it”. We both laid back. “You know it’s your first time calling me that” “What” I asked, “A friend. Before it was just acquaintance or strangers, I finally see we’re getting close” I smiled “Yeah”.
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