‘I love you’
Why?
‘I love when you laugh’
Why?
‘I love when you smile’
Why?
Why would you love me?; the stupidest girl in the world
Why would you love my laugh?; the laugh that hides all my insecurities
Why would you love my smiles?: the fake smiles I give to the people I hate
Why?
What is so special about me that makes you say those 3 words again and again and compliment me like I’m the most perfect girl in the world?
Why?
Do you really see me?
Do you know why I laugh to hide my insecurities?
Do you know why I don’t smile?
No; no you don’t
You don’t see the real me; the girl that can’t do anything right; the girl that hardly know how to make a conversation; the girl that can’t do anything before she starts to think how the world would be without her; peaceful and better
But why isn’t she killing herself?
Why does she keep living even though her biggest wish is to die: to end her sorrows.
Why?
Why do 3 simple words make her want to live? To experience the thing people call ‘to be loved’?
Why?
What is so special about those 3 simple words?
Why do those words want her to live?
Why do those words want her to forget her sorrows?
‘Why?’ you may ask
‘Simple’ she would say
‘because I want to be loved’
-TheClosetNerd
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