22 June 2018

9.14 AM

‘Nobody likes you’

Why do those 3 words have such a big impact on me?

Why do those 3 words make me want to cry?

Why do those 3 words sometimes make me feel like I need to die; to disappear from this world?

Why?

Why don’t anyone like me?

Is it because of my grades?

Is it because of how I act and look?

Is it because I’m not perfect?

Why?

I try to get good grades

I try to be the best version of myself

I try to be perfect

But why isn’t it working?

What is it that makes you say those 3 words?

What is it that makes you have the need to tell me; that I’m disliked?

What is it that makes you do such thing?

Why?

But why did I not care?

What had made me learn to ignore and not care?

I accepted myself...

I accepted that I can’t make everyone happy

I accepted that I can’t be the ideal person

I accepted that I can’t be the perfect girl; beautiful and liked.

I accepted reality and now I don't care...