My eyes opened and saw two people fighting, it was blurry, I can’t see who they were. My eyes were shut again.

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My eyes opened and it was clear, I was looking at a ceiling, I was laying somewhere soft, like a small mattress. I sat up and I was at the hospital, in front of me was a boy with ginger hair resting on my bed looking at the opposite direction. “Rowan” I asked, he turned to me and it really was him. “Hey” he said, I got back my whole body shaking with fear. He grabbed my hand “No! Stay away from me!” he then grabbed my other hand “Let’s all come down” I resisted “No! Let me go!” I got out of his hands and backed my distance from him.

“Why, am I here” I asked. “Two days ago, you jumped on the roof. I immediately saw you and catch you before you hit your head on the ground”. No, this can’t be happening. “No. No no no, I’m not supposed to be here”. The door suddenly opened. Scott came in he looked at Rowan furiously. “What are you doing here” he walked over to Rowan. Rowan stood up, “You gotta get over it” “I told you to stay away from here didn’t I” “Woah, I saved his life” “You also ruined it” Scott then punched Rowan in the face. Rowan punched back and both were now fighting. “Stop” I said but they continued. “Stop” I said a little louder. But they still didn’t listen, “I SAID STOP!”. They both turned to me “Scott, get out of the room now” “But-” “Now!” He then pushed Rowan and left the room.

“Why” I asked Rowan. “Why did you save me” he then looked at me with nothing to say. “You always wanted me to do it right” My eyes started watering. “You always whispered for me just to do it right” I was shedding a tear. “And when I came to do it, you stopped me from finishing it” I was crying. “WHY!” I hit his chest, he didn’t feel the pain but I still continued. “Why” he then hold my wrist, I was resisting but I wasn’t strong enough. “You wanted this to happen right, you wanted this!”.

“THIS IS WHAT YOU WANTED”.