SIX

One thing about the night skies the stars are unbelievable. Unbothered by city lights, the sky was a glittering landscape of galaxies and along with it Taehyung's eyes were a shimmering seductive ,lust filled chocolate piercing right into my spirit and making me want to break out this lust I was bundled in. Taehyung's eyes left mine as they closed up, his mouth reached for my neck sinking his teeth where my blood was pooled sending a shockwave of electricity to travel down everywhere in my body making me tense in pain and pleasure; he was a moaning mess under me as I must've been a heavy needy, panting mess on top of him. Everything about him, the intimacy act and me with him naked felt exhilarating and just right. I ran my hand down his bare back feeling his skin against mine. It was baby soft, familiar and smelled citrusy. I was near release, so near "Fuck Tae...this feels so good." I moaned .I was so near when in the distance I heard my name being whispered ...involuntarily I let out a little scream out of pleasure..... I kept slamming my weight back to meet Tae's with my hand tugging at his hair.....The whisper turned louder...."I love you so much Jungkook" Tae moaned pulling his head from my neck to look at me eye to eye before he closed his eyes again in pure pleaure screaming my name and begging for me to get him faster and harder......I smiled in happiness slamming more into the handsome stud under me.....when suddenly I felt drawn out as the whisper turned into a cry "KOOKIE!!!" it rang.

I opened my eyes up to note the familiar face in front of me, he was fully dressed and definitely not under me. Instead he was almost on top of me. His face covered with worry "You're ok now.....Breath." Tae said.

"What are you doing here?" I asked

"You were having a nightmare. I just helped you, was it sleep paralysis? Cause your scream was loud but you wouldn't get up" he asked.

I wasn't anywhere near his skin but i could catch his scent from our close proximity,the sensuality of sage mingled with aromatic woody notes for a distinctive signature. I almost leaned into him to make sure.

Feeling embarrassed and self conscious about everything I forced myself to frown so he wouldn't stand my scowl and leave giving me space to check myself for the boner he wasn't helping me with by being so close to me right now. Instead I was met with more questions very evident in his sexy furrow. He moved his leg much to my relief and then he looked around the room about to say or ask something. Feeling self conscious about my bulge showing through my boxer shorts and through the sheets I internally gave myself a scolding not locking the door, sleeping half naked and not controlling my dream noises. Shifting in bed in an effort to mount most of the sheet on top of my bulge I noticed the radio silence my room had seemed to fall under.

Looking up my breath hitched.

Taehyung was frozen staring at my bulge oh no! He knows

"One of those mornings huh?" he teased, like it was nothing.

I felt my face flush under his gaze, searching for the right words to deny the wet dream he continued "Dreaming about Emily?" he asked. His voice and tone playful but there was also something underlining it, something familiar in his eyes too is he jealous? No it can't be he has a boyfriend. "Or are we still dreaming about Kim Tae Hee?" Now it was mocking and he was smirking.

I laughed, finding it comical how he still remembered that. I was thirteen when I got my first 'dream' even at thirteen I knew I was definitely not straight when other boys had the likes Kim Tae Hee and other famous ladies grace their dreams when mine were plagued by my best friend's face and Lee Min Ho amongst many others over the years. Even when girls became the center of the universe for my peers now citing the likes of CL, Sumni and HyunA as their ideals, still closeted and pathetic I went with the grain and lied to fit in.

"Give him space to dress you idiot." I recognized Namjoon's voice calling out from the sitting room, just barely breaking our laughter.

He moved in closer to where I was now standing forcing a shirt on. Loud enough but low enough so Joon wouldn't hear he said "I wouldn't have woken you up had I known it was that kind of dream. It's just that most guys grunt or moan but you...you're a screamer huh." He teased. And me never being one to be outdone I teased back "And if we're going by the dream you hat at the last school trip moaning is your thing huh Tae?" the laughing from Tae died down making me realize my words, the simplicity in the way I'd given myself away. I f he noticed too he had been nice enough not to mention it as he walked backwards leaving the room returning to his playful tone saying "Ok, you change. Joon wants to say hello when you're done." Then he closed my door behind him.

Grateful for my poker face I was glad he hadn't read through me it's him I was dreaming off God that was embarrassing. We were engrossed in a game monopoly and like usual Joon was ahead the both of us. And just the old times he was bickering with Kook and unlike the other times back home before Joon finished high school before the two us where I used to join in the bickering too, this time I was just seated by idly. Too focused on watching the two brothers with a hand sat on my cheek. Namjoon was a big deal, still is. My memory travelled back to high school where every other boy in my grade worshiped him. We all wanted to be just like him, have that effortless 'swagger' that never collapsed. He was a sports man, big on music even going as far as composing and performing a play with music representing our school and winning nationwide. Everyone rejoiced at this and only the seniors could attend the underground super private party held by his peers but I was friends, best friends with his little brother Taehyung so unlike my year mates I could go to the party and that earned me popularity points as a junior and the girls reacted insanely to us but it's not them i was after.

I shifted my gaze back to Tae and I felt my lips stretch out smiling. He sat almost under the light and it hit him just right. His complexion glistening in all its pale glory that was full of life, his lips were outlining his boxed smile. The one that always used to calm my nerves, lift my soul and give me wild thoughts. All it did now was make my stomach turn. He jumped up and down on the same seated spot bickering with Joon, making me chuckle at his childishness. He looked at me briefly and smiled even more at me it felt like the old days and the realization that it wasn't hit me when I felt my phone buzz in my pocket. I knew it was Ansel texting about the set up I hadn't asked for.

Averting my attention back to the brothers I noticed the exposed shoulder on Tae. His oversized shirt had fallen off it and he hadn't seemed to notice it. I felt a heat travel up my face. He wasn't aware yet he was driving me wild biting on his lower lip, holding back a mischievous laugh as he was evidently trying to cheat Joon in the game now. Joon wouldn't have any of it though. Tae looked at me out of the corner of his eye. Aware of the flush on my face and afraid he would catch me this time I quickly got up off the couch and went up towards the fridge maybe some cool water will help Tae followed me.

I was between the block of the fridge and him. We were dangerously close. I could steal a kiss if I choose to ignore Joon sitting with his back turned to us.