I looked back and I saw my mom’s face. She was astonished! And her eyes were sparkling. I entered the house, and she hugged me as soon as I closed the door. Then, she said: — OMG! Who is him? How long have you been dating? Is he older than you? OMG, you like bad guys, don’t you? HAHAHAHA now I can see who inherited my side of the family! OMG, my baby is dating a good-looking guy with a motorcycle! OMG is he as rude as he seems? Does he kiss well? Wait… are you guys using… you know, are you using condom? Because it is very important that you guys are protecting yourselves!-. I couldn’t respond to all of her questions! I was so shocked by the fact that she asked me if we were using condom, and we haven’t actually become more than “friends” I mean…we did kiss, but we haven’t even asked each other if we would like to date or something…but I guess that it is very obvious that we both want. I just ignored all of her questions and I ran to my room and locked the door as fast as I could to avoid her.

I threw myself in the bed; took my pillow and screamed as loud as I could. Then, I thought about everything that had passed with Michael and I since the very moment I met him. And I realized that we were running! I mean I looked like a hoe when we were alone out of town! Why did I act in that way with him!? Why was I so sexually attracted to him? Why didn’t I even care about how he would see me if I was acting like a hoe that needs to be with her man?

I didn't have dinner that night. I spent the whole night thinking why am I acted in that way when I am with him? I couldn't help but wonder if was just one of his fuck boys, or he really wanted me to be his boyfriend. Knowing that all the things he told me were probably true, but who knows? After all, that guy called Leo made a statement when he found us at Rico's.

I know that Michael said his someone that really annoys him, and he even punched his face. I don't know what happened between them to be so angry with one another. Knowing that I said that didn't really matter, but I just double think the whole situation! Maybe I just should get off my head and relax for a little.

At the next morning, I went out just to clear up my mind. I went to a park near downtown and I saw Michael and Leo talking. I could see that Michael was very upset by the way he was talking to Leo. Leo on the other hand, he was trying to calm him down, and he was being very gentle and cute with Michael while the only thing that Leo received was rejection from him. I wonder why they were together. I could see that they had an unfinished business, but what surprised me the most was that Leo had a big patch on his face from the punch that Michael gave him. He was treating him so nicely and Michael didn't even care about that patch. I know that I shouldn't be caring about it but I did. I couldn't stop watching them, and suddenly Leo turned his head and looked at me. He was as shook as I was, fortunately, Michael didn't notice and Leo kept talking. I ran away as fast as I could.