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Chapter 4
Every time when i am not sure what i'm supposed to do i. . . .follow my insticts and my body moves on its own, like right now. That is why right now i need to act like a little girl so that i can be able to blend in with my personality back then. I do feel like there is no way to change the past from what i read in stories but i want to know the life of Jayden if he didn't die on his own and maybe, just maybe i can see him.....again. it's kind of embarrassing to realize that i was pretty much a stupid girl doing stupid things, like a troublemaker. Well.... it's all part of an act right now to be a younger me so i won't care but act.
"Macky, Macky! What'cha doing~?" In my head i'm thinking, ( oh geez.... i was such a fucking idiot and a spoiled girl back then.)
My sister then answers, " Oh, just playing pacman. Wanna join me?"
Macky was 9 at this time and i can tell she was always lively around me since i am her sister. These days she's not like that but i know i love her and she loves me. ( if only i can be like this at school with other people too..) I said sure and i realized i was sweating as fuck. I really do hope i don't get caught by her but i don't think it doesn't matter since i can just lie and say something else. As i was playing pacman with her i knew i should be investigating but who knew pacman was this fun like it was the old days. I can't just not play since i am a geek for games. I know for sure i am exactly like a 6 year old me.
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After we stopped playing i went to try to find a way or find something to help me through Jayden, but of course it won't be that easy since i don't know much about Jayden's death and where he died in the car accident.....(GOD.FUCKING.DAMMIT.) If there had never been someone that has time travel before, then that means i'm stuck here if i can't figure something out with this stupid brain of mine. . . .Wait, WAIT of course! I can just go back to the present o-or go to the future to help me out with this! But..... what if this is my only chance to save Jayden and I CAN HAVE HIM ALIVE.
Right, i need to stay and find more things that can help me. I can't back down down.... The problem is.. my mom won't let a 6 year old troublemaker out of the house at night by herself. I need to think this through.
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