Chapter 5

February 15,2009. I have everything jumbled up in my head that i can't think. I'm all confused in this little body of mine. But right now, i need to find some information where he have died on, which means i have to know where he lives.

I know that my parents have a computer in their room so that's good, but i need to ask my mom first about the address. I told my mom and she said, 

" Why do you want to know? You don't need to know where they live."I paused.( Damn! that sounded a bit suspicious for her, what do i say?) I think for a second and it clicked. 

" You see.... my class is doing this thing to send something for Valentine's Day and i know i'm a bit late but i need to send this letter to them."

 I don't think i should have said that since i'm only a first grader and i don't think they do that kind of thing at this age yet. My mom looked at me suspicious and then she smiled happily.

" I see..... that's very nice to do that! Okay then, just give me the letter and i can-"

" No! i can do it myself, just tell me and i'll write it down." I cut her off. (This is bad...) 

" Huh? I mean.... you don't have to, but sure. The address is xxx and xxx." My mom said confused.

 I thought, " Thank god! That was really close. If i didn't say that she will figure out something is wrong and then i'll be stuck.( Not like she will believe me.)

After that it was time to get into my research for the deadline. I went into Google and search the address in the map. 

" Hmm... Let's see. Let's see... where is their house?" I scroll down and finally i find Jayden's house and.... wait, is that.. a tree close by?

From what I remember they said that the car accident took place nearby their house and uncle was driving which means Jayden was in the backseat without his seat belt on. By the looks of it, it may have been uncle's fault but we can't hate him since he did felt guilty afterwards, or so i think he did.

I memorized the address and i quickly went to my room and started preparing for the day because i have a feeling i might not be able to have time tomorrow since i'm not done with my research. I think i'm not but i need to make sure i have everything. I checked my closet to see if i have a backpack to carried stuff just in case.

I notice a Dora the Explora's backpack and i thought " whyyyyyy..... I just had to have something like this? There's gotta be something else i can have." I looked around for a second time and i see a small pink backpack. ( Thank the lords! That could have been embarrassing. Though i look like a 6 year old but in order to go to their house i need to go to the bus. Also they can't just let a 6 year old by herself in.)

Then i see a jump rope that may come in handy so i took that and put it in my backpack. The one thing i need to be careful is that my mom does't notice me going out through the front or back door. Of course i need an explanation and i can't just say " Oh, my nephew is going to die in a hour in a car crash and i don't want to mess up the timeline of you guys knowing"

That's just plain stupid, even for me. I'm smarter than that and-, oh my god... I totally forgot to check what time he died on! This is the biggest problem out of everything! How am i supposed to do that when i can't go back in my timeline!?