She thought a lot about that night, and it distracted her greatly. The situation kept replaying in her head; the fear, the danger. The more she thought about it, the more she racked her brain trying to figure it out; was it anger, nervousness... Excitement? Reliving the moment in her head, she realised just how much adrenaline it gave her. She'd never felt anything like it before, never came close to such a danger. Holly thought deeply about the teenage films she'd seen, how there was always drama and excitement, and sometimes danger. She was fond of those aspects, though she had never experienced them for herself. She felt like something had clicked in her head that night; a new drive, a new mentality. She was determined to try and live the teenage life, not the dull one her parents or her background tried to give her. She wanted to be free, to live her life with no restrictions, no rules, no problems.