Stay quite. Stay petite. Stay vigilant. Stay silent. 

Those are the things I grew up on. I even put a gun to my fathers head. That Ass hole beat my mother to a pulp. She ended up committing suicide a month after. 

So yes, I was left alone for the past 17 years. So god save me, And let me rot in hell by the pit of souls waiting to get carried to the junkyard.