When we got back to Sanka's house I confronted him "Hey Sanka?"

"yes what is it?" he answered me

"do you like me?" I asked embarrassedly   "Um why would you ask me that?"He said I could see the heat rushing to his face

"Well I keep getting these weird feelings when I think of you" I said flustered as he walked towards me I backed up until my back hit the wall Taking this as a advantage he put his hands on either side of my head and leaned towards my face his breath mixing with mine then his voice came out husky as he said "how do you feel about me des-" 

I cut him off by wrapping my arms around his neck and bringing my mouth to his he quickly took control of the kiss by grabbing my waist and bringing it to his I could feel his erection against mine and before things could get more heated I pulled away not ready for a full relationship. I left him standing there and made a dash for the spare bedroom and locked myself inside leaning against the door I slide down and brought my knees to my chest brining a hand to my mouth and contemplating what I had just done.

I woke up the next morning to find myself laying on the floor confused I sat up and remembered how I had rejected him so rudely, I stood and unlocked the door I walked to the kitchen and saw a note from Sanka saying;

Hey I'm out getting groceries and collecting my thoughts and I'm sorry if pressed to much on you literally and don't wait up

"Its fine I understand how you would be scared" He said and intertwined our fingers and we laid there quietly for the rest of the night in gentle bliss.