"I... don't know what to say..." my friend laughed nervously. "I know... I don't think anybody would be able to do something in my case" I said as I softly blushed. "S-sorry..." she said while shrugging softly. "No worries" I said while sighing.
I grabbed my yellow colored pencil, and the first think I thought of... was that yellow is her favorite color. I opened my blue notebook and started writing, and writing and writing everything I felt, and what I wish I'd say if I had the courage to.
"Should I tell her?" I told my friend. "Donna... I don't know... I'm not... good with this things, you know that...!" Libby said, she was losing her temper... and I totally don't blame her. I took a deep breathe and said smiling, "Well... I guess it's a no" she sighed and looked at me as if she could actually feel the pain I'm feeling, and said, "I'm sorry..." I smiled at her and shrugged, with that letting her think that I didn't care, but the truth was that I cared more...
"Hey guys" a recognized voice said, while I look up my eyes interlock on a pair of gorgeous chocolate chip colored eyes. I gave a fake smile, which I obviously was amazing at, anybody could fall for an "all natural" kind of smile.
"Hey Jackie" Libby said while giving her a smile too. "What chu guys doing?" Jackie said while trying to take a look over my notebook. "Nothing much, just telling Libby here how much I LOVE your new jacket" I said while tugging on her jacket's sleeve softly. "Oh... umm... thanks I guess" she said while shrugging, she moved my notebook to the side and sat on the table.
I inhaled softly, looking at her while she talked to Libby. How can she be so cool about it....? DAMN IT! These are the kinds of things that I feel like she does on purpose... Control yourself Donna... you can control yourself...
I can... can I...?
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