December 12, 2001

4:56 pm

I've always known that I could see the dead. Since I was a child it was something I did. I would talk to them and play with them. everyone always thought I was creative but in reality, I wasn't. I was just friends with the dead and growing from a child to a teen it never stopped. I just started seeing more and more. They would talk to me and befriend me, some would try and take control of me and others were peaceful. As I got older I started seeing less of the dead and something more. These things would try and control me but I wouldn't let them. I would fight until I couldn't fight. I fought tooth and nail but I fail. Now I'm just some puppet for these things. I was tried and I couldn't take it anymore. They would and control me now. so forgive me for whatever I do because I am not in control anymore.

-Amber