March 31, 1999

4:53 a.m

I know what its don't and I let it happen. I know what I've done and I didn't stop it. I let it in. I let it take control when I'm tired. I'll let it feed until I am no more. I am done and tried. I am it and it is me. I don't care. whatever it is I know where it lives and I will do what I want now. nobody can mess with me anymore. I am not some shy freak anymore. Just fuck with me and I will show you. I will let this dark think out and you'll be mine.

- Joeanna