16. God by Wilson Palacios

(“Past” Different world before being here)

I am god that once was a being that been called an insect

That just can’t stay down no matter how much it effect

On me that wanted to have a good time only gain badly

When a being named life came around me sadly

Been put down before time and time again so what

You think this hurt; dreams put me down to the gut

Even if the wounds not show, I can still feel it here

In my heart till one day when it’s gone I’ll disappear

If want to come to where I am, expect to be no air

Where I stand in the dark looking at life being fair

Don’t expect me to be here when I never been there

As god of my world the best I could do is just stare

(“Current” new world)

I have to be cold since you can’t feel my touch

When I’m nearby I have to do things that is too much

Like Dance with you when you are dancing alone

To help you push that heavy stone you have to atone

When you relax watching the night sky you reach out

Your hand hoping someone comes to you with a shout

That the person loves you but it was only a dream

That ended in pain in which it put you to scream

I was the first to die and become the walker of death

That can’t interfere on the people with oxygen breath

So I’ll keep on enjoying watching you till the day

When everything isn’t in your control on your play

If want to come to where I am, expect to be no air

Where I stand in the dark looking at life being fair

Don’t expect me to be here when I never been there

As god of my world the best I could do is just stare

(Many years later)

Looks like I’m back at the living while you are growing weaker

There isn’t much around here so I felt I’ll be the seeker

But the only thing I could find is just you crawling up to me

And said “Please kill me, you wanted to be free don’t you see”

You cause many mistakes that make you lose in the end

But I’ll will not kill you but help you go back to ascend

“I killed you, you should be hating me in all your waited”

Why should I be; I still love you as you was the one I created

“And God said, let there be light”

-Genesis

God created life, life killed god becoming death. When life about to end, god comes back to the living and with life renew the world again and repeat.

17. Room with the killer by Wilson Palacios

(I came back from work to get rest but the door to my room is open, I look and it was a person there sitting with a gun in hand)

“Well what do you think you see in your room?

Clothes, a bed, your laptop, all you have I assume

I’m so sorry with the mess you see here, I need time

To escape the crimes I made, I’ll tell you in the meantime”

“Don’t think of escaping, I got a gun aim at your heart

To your death, so sit down and relax that’s a start

Where should I begin my story, oh yes the crime

I commit in middle school right after lunchtime”

“I get pick on a lot; I don’t like it and had enough of it

So I waited for them at the bridge with a winter outfit

With knife in hand and slice them both in the neck

I wash my clothes and donated them to not be check”

“If you thinking the police will find out, it’s already too late”

The snow was pouring at the time, it’s the perfect date

But they did question us after New Year’s if you know

Who killed them; we are just kids that are waiting to grow”

As I stuck to listen to his stories, I was thinking a way out

But with the gun pointing at me it won’t work without

Losing a part of me or worse as I felt his presence chiller

So I’m stuck here with the room with the killer

“Next is high school where it wasn’t great I tell you

Girls try to be women, guys trying to get the clue

If she wants he or she isn’t pretty enough to be with

So all the high school base shows are just myth”

“There was a girl I like there and I help her a lot

I ask her if she likes me, she laughs at the spot

She said she isn’t looking for a relationship

Few days later she got a boyfriend, my heart rip”

“It was a pretty boy of all guys, that has your heart

Few weeks later, when she was about to depart

To her home, I told her I have something to show you

It’s the thing that took your heart, his heart you view”

“I crush it in front of her, blood pouring out into slush

Why she said, well in crushes you’re bound to get crush

Like you did to mine, now to crush your heart out

It’s only a fake heart, but you need to hurry before strikeout”

“As to why I told her where he is, so she start the death trap

I made for both of them, now their love is on fire, I clap

His house in blaze, I walk away, I can’t stay, and in that day

I could have stop but I keep going on killing as my play”

“You should know family can betray you, friends can hurt

You to the point they are bored of hurting you, piles of dirt

On you and the hate you tried to keep close starts to build

Up to the point that leaves you two options “Kill or be killed””

(A tear came out in the killer’s eye, a blood tear)

(Why are you doing this?) “Because it’s fun that’s true

So I have given this out of the blue, that is I’m you”

Denied it you can be but think about it, we could be in

A dream, one of us in a different universe we never been”

“Or in a person’s conscience fighting for control

Of a person soul, but that’s way out of my role

Now do as I say so you can live another day

Or die where you sit as you fade to decay

(There is only one option I could do, I stand up and hug him)

“What are you…?” (I’m guessing you only have one bullet

If I let you out you’ll hurt someone, who isn’t a pellet

So pull the trigger I don’t care as long the people are safe)

“I figure you’ll say that, you’re me but you aren’t chafe

(The gun fire, as I woken up here alone here while the alarm ringing)

(I won the battle but not the war; I just keep the hate in

Even if it kills me from the inside, so I can never call it a win

Since I could easily let the hate go, leaving me in the floor

I stand up once more as I head out to the door)

“And darkness comes in once more”

18. Hope you are listening by Wilson Palacios

Came to this world not knowing where I’m going

Seeing it myself than being told by your knowing

I have to be lost so I can find myself again

There is much to explain but I can’t maintain

Remembering the mistakes I gone through

The scars of it I won’t show and that is true

If you say my friends is bad influence, that’s your opinion

So don’t tell me who can I trust, I’m not your minion

My poems may not be your amusement since it’s my thoughts

The thoughts that have spots while you trying to point the dots

So I’m giving a warning before reading this poem ahead

With that from my head, its best those words being unread

The feeling of being the middle person to resolve a solution

Even though it’s not my fault that cause the “hate” pollution

To be the decided factor meaning I could lose one or both

Two of you have sin of sloth, since you forgot your troth

Where is the love when you been though all the hate

You believing it’s all been fate, I’m telling you this straight

So do not worry, I’m taking it well that I’m not going insane

Riding the mind train, making poems to gain so make it rain

I hope you are listening to the poem I have written

If it’s hot for you wear a mitten, but you still getting bitten

Not the modern way, but in my way where I don’t hold back

So enjoy eating your snack, for act one will turn to black

Level up round 2, I hope you enjoy the last level

Enjoy your revel, but look speaking of the devil

It’s not over its “The Princess is in another castle” cliché

If you want to continue you have to pay, glad you stay

What to believe when religion discriminate what we do

Telling us what to view to where we are when life’s due

We don’t have answer of who created us, so don’t talk

Like you know a knock of god will come while we walk

If I don’t talk, there are things I have to deal on my own

So don’t assume what it is, it’s not set in stone to shown

It could be I’m trying to find what to do in this small place

How can I face reality when it’s bound to be misplace or erase

Playing video games it’s like reading a book but we in control

Like we are part of the soul to finish the role to play it whole

While thinking, am I just a NPC since I don’t know my role?

Being played by a troll trying to put me to a life of black hole

No matter how little time I got to see you to meet you

I have to make do, since you are busy and that is true

It could be anything like a small hangout to the park

I don’t need anything to spark in the middle of the dark

I hope you are listening to the poem I have written

If it’s hot for you wear a mitten, but you still getting bitten

Not the modern way, but in my way where I don’t hold back

So enjoy eating your snack, for act two will turn to black

Round three, now it’s getting tricky for you and me

You don’t have to agree, I’m just showing this poem for free

In the end will it matter, will not being a mad hatter

Let’s end this chatter; the glass is already in shatter

Remembering all the wars in this world, no one was wrong

But no one was right this long while suffering lifelong

Only thing we have in wars are sacrifices of innocent people

Protecting your ideals, you best thing you can do is build a steeple

What is this rush, when I’m about to meet my crush

Wonder if this plush will notice before you put in the toilet to flush

Going turn love to hate, and you realize it too late

Let me get this straight, you negate what you hear but looks are great?

Been told this time and time again, “Love will come to you”

If only I knew, before being rejected, that it never come true

In the end I strand, while you chose another that best understand

I’m just a helping hand, that never been to no man’s land

Why don’t you give me chance, you think it won’t work at first glance

You appreciate if I was more enhance, you couldn’t like me at current stance

So you just showing tough love, it felt like a punch from a boxing glove

Don’t want “friends” to be dispose of, while thinking you are above

If you think I need help, to bring me to a mental hospital by confirm as crazy

Writing this poem isn’t lazy, so you’re going to put me with a girl repeating “Hi I’m Daisy”

The rage is real, so much to deal, its how I feel

The words were seal, things to zeal, so enjoy your happy meal

I can’t take it anymore but I have to take it in once more

It’s a stupid chore but it’s better than using my rage in a war

That I’m glad, at least I’m not done for when I’m about roar

The final boss you ask for is about to attack in the stage floor

If I fall here, I don’t blame on anyone but my own here in my throne

Excuse me for my tone; I’m just remembering why I’m in this zone

Oh hold on a sec, I have to take this phone, I’m talking to well known

I’m just an unknown; I’m here alone, seeing myself in the crack of stone

Coming here to the end it could be a happy ending or bad ending

But it’s not what you thinking, let me say this to all who was attending

The final act has ended, the audience look fantastic and glistening

Before you leave to close it, all I have to say is thank you for listening

19. Keep on trying (tribute to super Mario bros. /The Legend of Zelda) By Wilson Palacios

Can you tell me again why I have to let go of your hand

When I just save you from the dangers surrounding no man’s land

She said, “I don’t feel anything from you hero, I just meet you”

So in the end I grew knowing that you don’t care what I been through

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I was came from nothing, hoping I gain something in the end

Don’t care how far the princess is, I’ll get there beyond intend

How many dangers will it be to get to that villain’s castle?

At that time I didn’t know it’s going to be a big hassle

I never expected to be here in this journey in the first place

Being outside my comfort zone felt like my life now is replace

With an expectation I can’t foresee, but I can’t stop myself now

But let me take in this incredible view, I just have to say wow

So I have to get through this area to get to the next one

Jumping up, falling down, hoping no one is carrying a gun

Being hit once felt like the world got bigger I wonder why

Dodging bullets as I got hit a second time and I die

I’ll keep on trying, there is no denying

So first to drying from all of the crying

I get from overlying my satisfying

To end this terrifying the horrifying

Walking up that nightmare that I died, but this area looks similar

From my sleeping I “died” the damage I receive it feels dissimilar

But I have to keep going even if the pain lasts in my heart

I just have to play it smart and hope I don’t go back to the start

Darkness roams closer the more I kept going

The air felt chiller as it kept on blowing

How far you ruined from the mistake I commit

I didn’t realize it that I’ll admit

But I’ll live through it even if it scar me till the day I’ll sleep

So before that time comes, I have to rescue you as I sweep

My enemies that stand in my way to get to you

And make no mistake as my actions are true

I’ll keep on trying, there is no denying

So first to drying from all of the crying

I get from overlying my satisfying

To end this terrifying the horrifying

Finally made it when it’s only me and you in the final stage

As the princess is watching us do battle, you unleased your dark rage

To you it’s only one battle, to me I seen it many times before

So I’ll finish you here today as I held the princess’ hand out the door

Can you tell me again why I have to let go of your hand

When I just save you from the dangers surrounding no man’s land

She said, “I don’t feel anything from you hero, I just meet you”

So in the end I grew knowing that you don’t care what I been through

-Is what I would have said if I just give up now-

You may only just meet me now but I know you many times before

As I stand here knowing you going to put me on a harder chore

I lived and died, and that’s no lie, I’ll be at your side

At least I tried, I enjoy the ride, and you hold your pride

I’ll keep on trying, there is no denying

So first to drying from all of the crying

Let may say this to you in which I told only few

So please believe me again when you hear “I love you”

-I don’t want to be called a “brother” when I put did so much and gain little but I willing to wait even longer if I have to-

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