20. What I want by Wilson Palacios

What to say since I don’t say much

Since I don’t have to feel to touch

My own heart since I felt its beat

When I sleep in this intense heat

Dreaming that my world is crumbling

Going to wake up while stumbling

So let me remember this memory

I hope I don’t create my enemy

(Why you keep getting up knowing you’re a nobody

That has nobody and just a shadow embody

So buddy before it gets bloody

Muddy, just think and stay to study)

(Can’t you tell who I am, if you’re the shadow then I’m the light

The one that can’t stand you being in this world of black and white

What I want from you is to let your heart go, because you lack rage

To accept the fact that no one came to see you or your small stage)

(You let others be happy and seeing that makes you smile

But deep inside you’re sad that you don’t have the same lifestyle

Letting the pain inside you grow stronger till you can’t take no more

And you’ll rip hearts that do you wrong so accept me now and we’ll roar)

(Still not convinced yet well let me tell you this, love leads to hate

No matter how much you wait, they set love as it is just fate

Good friends doesn’t mean they make a good couple you silly goose

But you wouldn’t know since no one sees you that way, just disuse)

(Wait come back, you little snack, before you fade to the edge of black

Your heart crack, you just lack the piece that will block negative feedback

Most fishes prefer the six-pack so they don’t care who they attack

So you better need an ice pack, because you just got yourself smack)

(Think about Eminem vs Drake, it’s not even a match it’s a slaughter

It ends with M&M’s candies dropping down hitting on his drinking water

Can you actually think you can win here when you know you already lost?

Why you keep on going, you know like the others don’t see the effort it cost?)

I want to believe that there is a chance, but every time I tried she got herself another

But I keep going at her side, hoping to get that dance and not be a thought of her “brother”

I’ll be her good friend; I want her to smile, because that makes me glad

It may hurt on the inside but it’s not bad as it looks so sad

….i don’t have much wants, I just want to enjoy my life.

21.  I’ll fight On by Wilson Palacios

“Your body submits, your heart succumbs, so why does your mind resist” – vs Terranort (BBS/final mix)

Can you give me a day to explain on this?

But what’s the point when you won’t believe me

I felt miss, that you don’t care how far I gone

But you just hiss, so I’ll just tell you since I’m free

Do I just have to keep on waiting when I been here

Knowing that I’m just a joker that been through pain

Showing only happiness to all even when it isn’t a good day

Blowing my positive vibe to you since I don’t need much to gain

I can’t sleep while in this mental state so let me enjoy

Being alone in this empty room thinking that you’re home

With a rhinestone ring on your hand with soon to be husband

On a chair throne just waiting for him to prep for your roam

Woken up was a dream but it is real in another life

That side for a moment was simple if only it was easy

To hide my sadness of guilt that I haven’t done enough

To wide her views, as I could hear the winds being breezy

But enough about depression, going to talk about aggression

You think you know what I do, what I have been through

Just blink once and you are me as I talk to you to break

Your link of joy that you don’t want to get rid of, that is true

Listen to the heart, does it feel like you can’t control

The rage I been controlling everyday seeing you smile

Onstage when you take the kissing act while the third wheel

In cage to force to see it like I’m being trap in trial

Even though I’m not at my body, I’m still me in a different

Form from who I was before that was about to broken

Storm if I keep staying, where my body about to not feel

Warm, so here at my words that I left little to be spoken

Do you love the person that has the looks you desire to

See than the person that tried it’s best to show you a heart

Tree that can grow bigger when together but you just

Flee like the others that never gave me a start

So matter what I look like, no matter where we go after this world or any world. As long we care for each other….

I’ll fight on

22. I’m Sorry by Wilson Palacios

Can you please hear what I have to say if that’s ok?

So don’t think what I say is not what I mean, I don’t play

When I’m serious, you had your days and had it your way

Now listen and hope you’re able to keep up with my sway

I’m sorry that I don’t act the way you do

I’m sorry if I get hurt more than I knew

I’m sorry when I don’t see you point of view

Because I don’t have your experience, that’s true

I’m sorry that my looks doesn’t appeal

I’m sorry that I didn’t eat that meal

I’m sorry when you have to deal

With me when you need another to heal

I’m sorry when I lack a future to see

I’m sorry when I’m not the ideal guy to be

I’m sorry that I didn’t try enough to be a key

Since you found another and been free

I’m sorry when I lack the words to speak

I’m sorry that I beaten your streak

I’m sorry that I’m so weak

When others are together, my heart leak

I’m sorry that I been in many people’s thread

I’m sorry when you see me alive, you want me dead

I’m sorry that I think many ways to hurt you in my head

While I’m trying to stop thinking of it in my bed

I’m sorry that I don’t talk much on phone

I’m sorry when you don’t like my tone

I’m sorry when I do things alone

Since I deal with many problems in the past being thrown

I’m sorry that one day, I’ll disappear

I’m sorry that this isn’t my year

I’m sorry if my words leave a tear

To the people I hold dear

23. Calm before the storm by Wilson Palacios

I can’t tell if we are superior or that we are no different from

Other animals living in cages not knowing what it is to be free

But letting them out will be the end of all of us, that is dumb

Right? So before you get caught from the superior you’ll flee

And make a plan, when to strike, who to eliminate to make

Your ideal world where everyone is free only to realize too late

That you’ll repeat the cycle that will at first be sweet as cake

But later on you want it all for yourself and that isn’t great

So here we are calm before the storm approaches us to end it

All that we care for will ripped in front of us right before our

Eyes and show us the strength that was lock away in the pit

Of ourselves at the end of the once known world of power

We are heroes, we are villains, and we are the start and the end

Of a dying world no matter what lives matter, we are all in

Danger, no god can help you no matter how much you amend

Your wrongs in the end, so many sins we have to fight within

“You blew it up, you maniacs, damn you, damn all to hell”

So what you going to do? You can’t go “Leroy Jenkins” on them

When you’re down to yourself, wait patiently and act well

The time will come when they fight themselves at xx p.m.

What you have now isn’t love, Its L.O.V.E. and it will reach

The point of no return, that desires to end it all here and now

So there are things you won’t understand even if they teach

It, you need to learn through experience and survive somehow

So here we are calm before the storm approaches us to end it

All that we care for will ripped in front of us right before our

Eyes and show us the strength that was lock away in the pit

Of ourselves at the end of the once known world of power

Tomorrow is today; even if you see the past it isn’t so unlike

We are victims and killers, pretending to be the ones that rule

Without question, without order, without any chance to strike

So at least I can say to you all, that we all are in fact a tool

Do you see that in the horizon, that is your dream and to get

There you need to get through bodies of endless storm

So stay calm, keep walking and remember a dream isn’t set

Once you get there you or that dream will transform

24. What can I do by Wilson Palacios

So you lose one round of life, did it broke you down?

At least you’re still alive and not get killed by a clown

You can easily let it go, and forget it ever happen to you

But you chose to remember it like you have nothing to do

You’re a close person that people misunderstood your saying

There isn’t much to go to enjoy so you try to sleep but swaying

In your dreams, this ends up talking about hurting everyone

That put you down, but you chose apologize one by one

What can you do to make everyone happy, just stay helping

What they need, what they want no matter the yelping

That you’re crying inside, but you used to that kind of pain

Maybe one day they will accept you and that’s a small gain

You let them talk bad about you and you just stand there

Knowing that it’s pointless to talk back at them, you don’t care

How much they say about you or spread rumors of you

To make more people hate you, it’s what makes a crew

You love that person do you, then why don’t you talk more

Oh wait, I forgot that you’re no better than a beach shore

You like the view but gets boring because it’s too calm

No wonder that girl chose the wild one over you at prom

So can you be a good person and just disappear you fool

I already tick off of you for not hurting people to your rule

You have to stop playing an idiot to these people and fight

There isn’t much time before they take away the last light

What can you do to make everyone happy, just stay helping

What they need, what they want no matter the yelping

That you’re crying inside, but you used to that kind of pain

Maybe one day they will accept you and that’s a small gain

When can you learn that LOVE with you involve me being

Able to strike my opponents down and ends of them fleeing

But you keep holding me back, not to hurt, not to fight

You give them a chance and they will take your light

But how you still here, when you don’t know what to do

You never got a chance in love, none stick like glue

People think of you as a joke that can’t be taken seriously

You should change your name that fits you like “mysteriously”

(-And you see why I can’t love myself, nice talking with you, me)

25. If I fall….by Wilson Palacios

“If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a bed of roses

Sink me in a river at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song”-THE BAND PERRY

So where can I go from here, watching hearts rise above

While I’m below here sitting, not having a true love

You was my hope and dreams that I never known

But once I try to reach, my body turned stone

Telling me to wait for love, you’re think you so clever

Never been accepted so why never say never

If I fall trying to make you accept me for whom I am

Then let me try again so I’ll rise again in anagram

I wonder how many ways you can easily hurt me

But why is it a rejection you set late to agree

Are all my efforts means nothing, not a single feeling

Reach your heart to see me differently no appealing

If love is from A to Z then I only got to C

Because she won’t let me in, even trusted me to see

Am I just a second rate, to be the light you never had

So you can take it and not think our lives beyond, it’s sad

I see happiness surrounds me, but it doesn’t feel the same

They question my life like it was pointless, but life is a game

And to survive it you have to keep going knowing you’ll lose

If I fall, I’ll just respawn like it was a dream feeling bruise

Do you know why I’m feeling this way then reread all I written

Since you don’t understand it the first time so where do I fit in

Annoyance, unaffected, or just that you don’t want to hurt me

I told you before that I can wait if I have to, but you flee

If I fall in love with you, then at least give me a chance

But you already chose another to take you to dance

If I fall in an endless nightmare, I hope you’re serene

Because I don’t want you to be here to fall in between

So be happy, don’t worry about me, I don’t blame you