26.  Who is the one by Wilson Palacios

(Ringing phone)

Hello, Hello, I’m talking to you on phone

I know you been alone, keeping the pain on your own

I read your work; it does need to be rework

Trying to regain your perk, need to know your berserk

There is a question I want to say, it won’t be much delay

You don’t need to obey, but it has to be today

I don’t have much time, so hanging up will be a crime

Just listen to this rhyme, hope it change your sublime

Who is the one to put you to blame, it’s a fair game

You just have to give us a name, to get back your fame

You can’t go back, going to crack, head back on track

Before you turn black, I keep on the attack, you no six pack

(Hang-up)

(30 minutes later)

(Phone ringing)

Hello again, you hung up on me that’s not nice

Just don’t think twice, you lucky is on the dice

I know you not that lucky to live this long without hurt

You been in pain with the dirt, many people just avert

Why couldn’t you be like the guys?

Being a disguise, going with the highs

While you being nice and dependable

You’re an expendable, they making you bendable

Oh come on now, break a heart to gain a heart

Just be smart, restart and join the way of our art

It’s not going away no matter how hard you try

Don’t question “good guy”, we want your reply

Who is the one to put you to blame, it’s a fair game

You just have to give us a name, to get back your fame

You can’t go back, going to crack, head back on track

Before you turn black, I keep on the attack, you no six pack

(……..)

Who you think you are, to try to change who I am

I be damn if this a exam that will lead to a door slam

Asking me who is the blame, it’s that your aim to tame

You are all the same, NPCs to a game, look of what you became

The blame is this sociality, I feel like having anxiety

My mind is no doubt sobriety what you called it “variety”

Let me tell you this once more, in this little war

I’m not done for; I’m here in this shore, waiting like before.

(Phone end)

27. Standing here by Wilson Palacios

When everybody don’t see the chance in me

I felt like a failure, that in myself I agree

You holding the gun and counting to three

So you think I stand here and going to flee

(Not)

Tick tock, tick tock, you better need a clock

Death isn’t there yet, this isn’t a shock

So when you see that my fate is lock

This is just a beginning to be unlock

Standing here while I see people enjoy

While the same people create an evil decoy

Needed someone to be the blame, oh joy

No one will believe because they see a boy

I’m dreaming that you put me with a thresher

You believe my ideas are wrong as a fresher

If this is your attack, strike me no pressure

I just need a pen and paper as a refresher

While girls are chasing for a golden boy

I’m trying hard to be able to be employ

I apply but the deciding fate is from a toy

So I come every time to check, not to annoy

Looking in my way, there is something to mention

While you yelling at me I feel emotional tension

I could have hurt you badly in another dimension

But my aim is take the pain and stand prevention

Standing here knowing I help them makes me glad

But I help them too much and the pain feels so bad

See you happy like this makes me envy and sad

I want to know does it never occurred you lad

If you think I only play games, then it’s your mistake

I can’t seem to dream when my mind is always awake

You don’t believe what I say, that gives me a headache

The pain is thing I remember the most as a keepsake

Hiss, hiss, hiss, boom like a Minecraft creeper

I have to clean your mistakes with a sweeper

Waiting for my chance till I become a sleeper

I could strike you down like a grim reaper

Standing here looking at you being brave

While I’m at the entrance of the cave

I just need time before I have to save

Before I lay my rest in this grave

28. Give Thanks (I Just Can’t) by Wilson Palacios

Am I here to be the light to shine your day while darken mine

I didn’t know how long I could last but all I can say that I’m fine

Because I just can’t let you be sad about me, I’m used to it

You should be happy and enjoy your day, I have to admit

That I don’t have much joy around here when I seeing other

People enjoying each other company, it’s just another

Day that I have to get through alone, I give thanks to the

People to give me this envy feeling and they all give me a huh

In every group I been, I was the silent one, not much talk

About but always been the butt of the jokes, I just walk

Ahead to look my surroundings, everything feels nice

I just can’t talk like them, every time I say, it’s been on ice

While my mind is on fire, giving me thoughts that puts me

In the dark place that has nothing much I can see

But it reminds me of the things I want to forget but have to

Give thanks because it shows I’m not important, I can’t redo

My mistakes that keeps me from being open, so I’m sorry

If you are a hunter, you will choose me last in the safari

Because you take all of my prey to show you are better

Than me, I just can’t let you do it, so I have to end in a letter

I wanted to say I love you but during that time you was with

Another, when you wasn’t I didn’t want you hurt like the fifth

So I didn’t say it, when I did say it, you didn’t feel the same way

I give thanks that we are still friends, but a year past, to say

I just can’t stand being called a “brother”, I just can’t let my

Mind out of sadness and just be glad of her that she got a guy

I just can’t find love here because I don’t stand the people here

I just can’t be a heartless type to get above my normal tier

Good to give thanks to love because it never stays true

Give thanks to life that wants mine to be beaten till it flew

So give thanks to you that your light still here in my dark world

On last time I give thanks to me, that my heart is furled

29. Heartache by Wilson Palacios

Love and hate, love or hate, either way it’s a mistake

To confuse the two when they are both one of the same

Thing like you can’t tell the world what is real or fake

Can I get at least one day to not put myself in shame?

So I look in the mirror, what do I see, it’s just me bleeding

Tell me to let go of the pain that is holding you back

From what I really am, a monster that is succeeding

Of breaking hearts, gaining love that is something that I lack

It gives me a heartache to see myself this savage that I look

Nothing like I want to be, a kind fellow with someone in hand

While you took lots of girls like you smell bait in your hook

Can you just go away and leave me just me, it’s a demand

In a dream I felt I was kiss by the one I loved deeply it was joy

But I look at her and she was bleeding but it wasn’t her blood

It was mine, what have I done to make her want to destroy

Our love, was to get what I have or to go to her other stud

Waking up I was crying, the pain felt real, my emotions was in

Control that I can’t tell myself it wasn’t real so forget about it

But I can’t stop thinking; I wonder how others can easily grin

When they broke hearts, broke others, telling them to quit

Their hopes and dreams as it was the only thing that keeps

Them on hold and makes them believe that it’s in reach

So leave them be and just hurt me, so come you little creeps

Try to break something that already broken, nothing to teach

This person that felt heartache when a person I love don’t feel

The same way, on any given day but felt hoping her say will

Change but it didn’t, felt sad that I’m not her one to her ideal

Guy that she wants to be, inside I was sad but outside just chill

Feeling cold in this snowy temperature, don’t need a jacket

Where I’m heading to, since I drive with my car riding warm

And fast, not thinking of any limit that can cause a racket

So I be heading to my own funeral that it will ends in a storm

Walking up again alive, it was just a dream or was it real

Looking at the mirror again and showing me the ideal, I pass

Because I don’t want to be you, I just be me, so here’s the deal

You don’t come back ever again, (breaks the mirror of glass)

30. One Winged by Wilson Palacios

-Happy Hanukah, merry Christmas, have a happy new year

-This year been like a hurricane from Oz so hold on to your dear

-If you ever never held one before, then best imagine of them

-In your hand but you’ll soon realize we are living in mayhem

-Waking up to hear alarms ringing, why can’t my dreams be real

-To live a gloomy reality when America made a stupid deal

-Can’t you believe what is going on and you still you let it slide

-To home plate and it’s all to keep power to make us divide

-I want to see a bald eagle but found one winged in pain

-It can still fly but not as high like it used to be, trying to gain

-Back its former glory of power above others but to rise again

-You have to break other birds wings, have you lost your brain?

-Are you trying to make war just to get profit out of it in the end

-Families back together and now you want them to apprehend

-A war that will cost us more than you realize, acting the hero

-While being a villain to others that tries to make effort a zero

-Trying to make a big wall, it’s not going to be better than walls

-In our mind, we tried to forget like the bad song deck the halls

-But sooner or later the wall will crack and can be breakable

-No matter how much great or big it is, nothing is unbreakable

-Stop trying to be above everyone else, you may be rich

-But that doesn’t make you god, you force to turn the switch

-On ourselves, and you see what you done to the east and west

-It’s hurting my chest that even in my best I just can’t get a rest

-Not an angel or demon, glad for others but have shown a grim

-Reaper to those that stand in my way with my eyes its prelim

-Every time I walk, I felt like I’m in a battleground on the eve

-Of Christmas that I need to believe but we just been deceive

-On the concept of good and evil, been wrong at the primeval

-We still been living in medieval times that what we upheaval

-May be wrong and should have let them free instead but you

-Needed fear to keep power but now you’re feeling blue

-Let me tell you how this ends, spoiler alert, you’ll get hurt

-To the point of death where vultures will eat you like dessert

-This isn’t no Christmas carol; you’ll put people lives in peril

-Needed to wear my war apparel so I can stop your imperil

-If I die today, I’m just letting you all know that I care how high

-You all gotten, from art to music or found love, that’s bull’s eye

-To the heart, as for me I’m just one winged roaming between

-Light and dark, hope you all got a good new year, later 2016

31.  End of the beat (2016 New Year poem) by Wilson Palacios

(Walks to stage)

-Can you gimme a beat, to take these people off their feet

-This year is almost complete; just need few hits to defeat

-Don’t make me repeat; you are here to dance with your sweet

-Heart intense with heat, the music is playing so get off your seat

-Come move with the flow, more you go, the more you know

-Make your own life glow in the dark come on make it show

-Don’t let the cold snow stops your movement, tell it hello

-No matter the throw in life, my beat will still be on the go

-The end may be near, but let me make this clear

-You don’t have to fear, we are been hurt this year

-But we all still here, so for now let’s all cheer

-For this person appear, welcome her to premiere

(Kohaku appears, people cheers)

-Hey all raise your fingers in the air, tell 2016 it wasn’t fair

-We know year after year it don’t care, clawing like a bear

-Like it wanted us to lose our hair, to show us to be scare

-Well I got the biggest news to share, I don’t feel despair

-My body is still moving, it’s the only thing I proving

-From dances it’s improving hope you all like the viewing

-Cause I know what I’m doing, so expect nothing removing

-So please enjoy the viewing so go to this guy he needs wooing

(Zone returns)

-Oh, one more time I'm back with a new rhyme

-Let’s take the climb to get what’s yours and mine

-It’s not a crime to get more than a dime

-Enjoy the lime, because we still in prime

-Time where we pretend, that we aren’t in your command

-So you can’t suspend our lives like it’s a dead end

-We have to defend ourselves to keep our joy extend

-With me, you’re a friend, so enjoy the party you attend

-So we are at the end of the host 2016 we been to many roast

-That we have to give toast to all the screw ups we engrossed

-And to drink it to be post on YouTube from a guy from east coast

-So now it best you turn ghost and tell 2017 to calm its boast

Because this is only the calm before the storm

                                                                                                        (Tapas Year 1 End)