I know I’m older. I have to be responsible. 

But that kinda hard when you have a child’s mind.

My brain still a child, and it likes doing child stuff.

Which makes it hard now that I’m older. Doing work, organising, deadlines.

My brain wants to have fun, relax, be creative and colourful as heck.

I love that.

But life is different.

Life is strict.

Life is narrow.

I have to do this. Than that. Then the next thing. Then the other thing after that. Sleep. Repeat.

The society we live in is all grey, boring and very strict.

Which isn’t how I roll. I like fun. I like colour. I like creativity.

So I’ll try that.

I wanna try be colourful and happy where I go.

I don’t like this grey life.

I wanna have fun! Excitement!

That is pretty much how I wanna go through life.