(Jayden's POV)
Aiden and I were cuddling on the couch watching Netflix, him laying on his back while I laid my head on his chest. He had his arm loosely wrapped around my waist, 'accidentally' touching my butt and not having any shame. He was obviously full of crap.
Suddenly Aiden looked away from the movie and looked down at me. It was kind of hard to focus when all I could feel was his warm hand cupping me firmly on my rear. hadn't ever really had a relationship before so to have someone touch me intimately was strange for me.
"What is it?" I asked, lifting my head off of his chest to meet his eyes. He propped himself up on his elbows before sighing, looking bothered.
"Look, I need to talk to you about something important..." He said, avoiding my gaze.
My heart sunk at his words. Every time someone said those words, it means something bad.
Probably seeing the worried look on my face, he rephrased his words so that I didn't misunderstand.
"Now before you get the wrong idea, no I am not going to break up with you or something stupid like that. I know that isn't the best way to start a sentence." He explained. I nodded and laid my head back down.
"What is it then?" I asked softly.
"What I have to talk to you about isn't bad. It's just... Wolf stuff. Stuff you need to understand since you're my mate." He said, getting serious a serious expression on his face.
"So every wolf has a mate..." He started. "Now that I have found you, we must perform a special ceremony to sort of complete the mating."
"What kind of ceremony?" I asked, curious as to where this was going.
"It's where you become the 'Luna' of our pack." He said with a smile.
"What do I have to do?" I asked, just now noticing how truly attractive his face was.
I probably shouldn't ask questions when I'm not focusing on his answers. All I could focus on were his lips and the way his tongue would sometimes lick them when he paused what he was saying.
"Well first you have to meet my parents but they live in Colorado so that can com later. After that we just have to further our bond and out relationship." When he saw I hadn't totally gotten what he was insinuating, he continued. "We have to make love." I blushed and looked away from him, embarrassed at the way he put it.
"But don't worry, we'll only do it when you're ready. There's no rush or a deadline of some sort. We can go at our own pace. I promised I would go slow for you and I intend to keep that promise okay?"
"There's one more thing we have to do leading up to us... Doing that. I have to mark you, to show everyone that you're mine and that I don't intend to let you go." I unintentionally touched my neck as goosebumps raced across my skin.
"It's gonna hurt, isn't it?" I asked, looking at my lap.
"No it won't. On the contrary, it's very pleasurable. I wouldn't know of course, I've never done it before." He admitted, holding me to him in a warm embrace.
I nuzzled his neck with the tip of my nose brushing against his skin before biting as hard as I could. He yelped like a kicked puppy, slapping a hand over where I bit him, looking at me as if I had shot him.
"What did you do that for?" He asked, rubbing his fingers over the tooth marks that were imprinted on his skin.
"Now I marked you too. No one can have you either." I said as I hugged him around his neck tightly.
He pouted but let out a playful growl as he started attacking my neck with kisses.
"I think I need to teach you a lesson on marking little mister, because that didn't feel good at all." He mumbled against my skin before taking it between his teeth and pulling.
He trailed his kisses to my lips, kissing them hungrily.
"Bedroom." I said in between kisses.
He lifted me up, not breaking our lip lock as he carried us up the stairs. We bumped our way into the bedroom before shutting and locking the door.
He pushed me into the wall, sliding his hands underneath my shirt. I yanked it off my body before tugging on his.
"Off." I demanded. He chuckled lightly but did as I asked, stripping off his shirt to reveal his sexy ass body that made my mouth water.
His hands slid down my body, dipping into the back of my pants, giving my ass a good squeeze earning a yelp of surprise from the intrusion. His warm hands felt good on my tingly skin.
A little moan escaped my mouth as he released my backside and threw me onto the bed, a smirk growing on his face.
As he slowly walked to the bed, unbuttoning his pants and yanking them down his legs.
"Go slow..." I mumbled, starting to feel a little nervous for what was to come. He nodded and took no time in stripping me of the rest of my clothes.
While he was busy getting my pants off, I traced my nails over his abs, softly scratching the sculpted muscles underneath his tanned skin. I licked my lips at his defined Adonis belt, happy trail leading down to something even better to look at.
When I was fully naked, Aiden started kissing down my stomach making me shiver. I watched him lift my left thigh and started nibbling the inside of it making me squirm. It felt so good but so sensitive at the same time. It left me leak precome like crazy. When he got close to my groin he would teasingly suck right next to it.
"Quit t-teasing." I mumbled out as he smirked up at me.
My breath hitched as he took me into his warm mouth. I arched my back as he took the whole thing in his mouth.
"Oh god!" I moaned out as he continued sucking me off. I gripped the sheets in my fists, basking in the pleasure he was giving me. There was no way this was his first time, he couldn't naturally be that good at this.
He then held up three of his fingers to my face. After a second I understood what he wanted and I wasted no time in taking them in my mouth, rolling my tongue over all his fingers to liberally coat them in saliva.
"Sorry, I don't have any lube." He said as he carefully pushed one digit inside. I winced a little at the strange and foreign feeling.
"Just breathe and relax, I'll go slow." He told me in a soothing voice.
It hurt a little at first but soon started to feel weird. It wasn't necessarily bad but it wasn't good either. He continued sucking me off to distract me from his probing fingers.
Suddenly I threw my head back when he hit a certain spot I didn't even know existed. It was like a ball of nerves were let loose and every time he hit it, it sent me over the edge.
"Do you like it right here?" He asked as he hit that weird spot again. I nodded and gasped, clenching my fists in the sheets harder where my knuckles were white.
"Put it in n-now." I said, a moan followed after that.
"You're sexy when you're demanding." He said with a smirk making my face blush in embarrassment.
"Just breathe." He instructed as he slowly eased his way inside me. This was definitely a lot different than his fingers. It was way more pain and less pleasure.
"Relax baby, if your tight it'll hurt more." He said in my ear as he kissed my cheek. I held onto his neck as I clawed his back from the pain.
"Just breathe." He soothed.
He was all the way in now and it was so hard to relax and get used to his size. I was surprised it fit the way it felt inside me. Tears stung the back of my eyes when he moved out a little and back in. He noticed this right away and asked if I wanted him to stop.
"No, it's okay. Just keep going, I'll get used to it in a second." I breathed, wincing as he pulled out a little again and went back in. He looked hesitant but I could tell he was feeling good and didn't want to take this away from him.
"You can move more..."
"Are you sure? You still feel pretty tight." He asked, unsure.
"Yes, I'm sure." I assured him even though I was anything but.
He gave me a long, passionate kiss before pulling out slowly and going back in, this time continuing his rhythm.
"Your ass feels so good, Jay." He said against my neck.
I squeezed him to me, ringing my arms around his neck as he picked up his pace a little. As long as he was feeling good, that's all that mattered to me. Even if it felt like I was being ripped in half.
"I'm gonna come..." He moaned as he held me closer to him, kissing me deeply.
At that I started pumping myself in my hand, feeling an orgasm coming despite the pain.
He let out a sexy growl before shooting his warmth deep inside me, making me spill over with pleasure from my hand.
Finally, it's over I thought in relief as I let my body finally relax, him pulling out and flopping down next to me on the bed.
"That was amazing." He panted as he caught his breath. I forced a small smile and nodded as he got out of bed and headed to the bathroom.
He came back out with a warm, wet washcloth that he used to clean off my backside and my stomach.
"Thank you." I mumbled sleepily as he tossed the washcloth and climbed into bed beside me, holding my aching body close to his.
~
It was later that night after Aiden and I had made love for the first time. It was also the first time I had ever felt such pain, especially afterwards. I was so sore and achy everywhere.
I made sure Aiden was fast asleep before tiptoeing to the bathroom. I leaned over the counter and felt tears stinging the back of my eyes. I had never felt this sore before.
I carefully leaned on the wall and tried to see the damage. I could tell I was really swollen but that seemed to be the worst of the damage. It was just really uncomfortable.
I then laid my head on my crossed forearms that were resting on the counter. I breathed in and out slowly, trying to swallow the pain enough to get back into bed with that monster between his legs.
I carefully climbed back in bed, trying my best to not disturb Aiden from his sleep. My side of the bed was cold and lonely though so I ended up snuggling in with Aiden who gladly accepted me in his warm embrace. I was instantly hit with his wonderful scent that made me relax almost instantly.
"I can smell the stress on you, what's wrong?" He asked in his sexy sleepy voice, not opening his eyes as he tucked my head underneath his chin. I tried to think of a reason but couldn't come up with one.
"You're sore aren't you?" When I didn't reply he cursed under his breath and held me tighter to him.
"Dammit Jayden, why didn't you tell me? I would've stopped." He asked, clearly irritated.
"I didn't want you to stop..." I mumbled, feeling the tears make an appearance. I was so annoyingly emotional. "If I did you would have been disappointed and I really wanted to make you feel good even if I wasn't. I wanted to do this with you." I said, holding onto his shirt tightly.
"But I hurt you. I hurt the one I love and I got off easy. That isn't fair to you at all that I'm the only one who gets to feel good. If we're going to make love I want the feeling to be mutual. I wish you would have told me Jay. Did I tear anything?" He asked with a sigh.
I shook my head no.
"I-I'm not sure, I couldn't really see. I just saw it was red." He nodded and released me.
"Let me take a look at it. I promise I won't touch it."
He carefully spread me when I moved up the bed and turned on my side, pulling my pants and underwear down too.
"It's okay, it's just swollen. No tears." He said, kissing my lower back before carefully pulling my clothes back up.
He then rummaged around in the bathroom before coming out with a little bottle of some pain killers before setting some down on the nightstand for me as well as a glass of water.
"Here, you can take these to help with the pain. I'm so sorry Jay, I really wish you would have told me." He said, sighing as he knelt on his knees, resting his head on his arms as he looked into my eyes.
"Okay, I'll tell you next time." I mumbled, laying my cheek on the mattress with my hand covering my mouth.
"Okay." He whispered before pushing the hair out of my face with his hand, running his fingers through it for a moment before nudging the glass of water closer to me.
After taking the medicine, I laid back down on the bed and curled up in a ball next to Aiden, his stomach to my back.
Sleep soon overtook me after.
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