Isn't it funny how someone who is believed to be 

so brave

is afraid of their own mind?

-you always were the bravest of us two. 

I apologize for being so many miles away. 

-my words exactly. 

I will always love the demons you have. I just won't let them take you over. 

-because what fun would that be?

How hurt I am on the inside is nothing compared to

how much

I have hurt myself on the surface. 

-blades may abuse my skin, and words will always hurt me.

I have a problem with lying.

-my first true admission. 

I know I said to myself I would never drink when I am of age, but sometimes I see drunk adults and I want to feel that loose, happy feeling they seem to have.

-a temporary relief.

It eats me up from the inside, knowing I was never enough for you.

-never enough, never enough.