Ok so this isn't going to be a normal chapter because I'm going to tell you why all the things I'm writing are either depressing, loving, or scary-ish. So here I go,

I'm kinda depressed for reasons that I will not share and this is my only way to deal with it it's my defense mechanism. This will not act. it will not talk, and it wont judge me so this is how I get my feelings out and tell others how I feel I just hope you guys understand and keep reading and enjoying my books and I'll talk to you guys later and I hope you understand how I fell