physics

physics

my mind goes bleh

rose smiling happy

lio hiding something

half scribbles notes

dirty paper

my work right now

the math of a ball falling in sand

from 5 ft up

pushing on my arm stitches

thats a good distraction

then chemistry

burning sugar

no lio turn the gas taps off

rose smiled

danced it seemed

between the sudden throng

flame on stick

she even made caramel

a good treat going into lunch

the chips i had tasted bland

like card board

today from then

such white noise

think a math class

then and history

why is there music playing?

making me so sleepy

another place

a day i remember

leaving hospital after 4 hours

my arm in a cast

head legs bandaged

mind was blank

a mobile call

mom dead

dad too

sis

brother

rogue accident

they where going to pick me up

family holiday

i survived

survived

for what....

wanna hurt something

some..one

if i'd known

those freaks in the masks

i would've....*gritted teeth*

now i have nothing

going home walking

empty rooms

an empty breakfast table

so here i find myself

the school ruins

night

roof of a buuilding

barely standing straight

that ledge climbing

standing

maybe i dont have to take the step...

scream of pain my last act alive

see you soon mom

dad....

sis............

"NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU"

what?

dragged back

but hit the floor

girl i didnt know

arms tight around me

"nya you cant .... no karine no...."

didnt have the strength to fight

just lay back

seeing a green hoodie my vision blurred

wanted to scream

slam my head back

untill..

untill...

"nyaaaaa"

woke up at home

tried again a new night

foiled by fences

a reporter

he called me a hero

i'd saved some one

lionne from my class

didnt know the name

but that hoodie

green

charred

cat ears

.....

lio was at my old school

i forgot

eyes opened

face felt wet

you saved my life lio

i remember.....

"nya he he he"

"loved you

love you

and you saved mine heh

your so cute mew when you drool"

hugged lio

kissed her cheek

she fainted

rose and i carried her out of school

few students passed

smiled

nodded

like seeing ghosts

vague memory's of then

i do have a family again

suppose i should get to know them

*you look happy karine*

rose said suddenly

as we sat lio on a wall

guess i realized the world isnt so grey

theres more in my life than i thought

*more than you know as well*

the limo was pulling up

rose hugged me

then got in

swear marina was grumbling from the drivers seat

spanked lio

she woke with a high pitched mew!

wanna come home with me

play some games?

cant say i have enough snacks in but-

gagged on my own words

dragged to the train home.....

"yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee"