November 5th, 2014

Yep, okay it’s official. I think I might be a lesbian. I’ve got all these weird feelings swirling around in my head right now and I think they’re pertaining to other girls… possibly with Noori being at the center of it. I dunno, my emotions are still kinda confusing, but I think I can at least be sure of the first fact… God, people are gonna think I’m so weird for being a lesbian. I just hope this won’t ruin my relationship with Noori and Jasper… should I even tell them? I’m definitely not gonna tell mom and dad about this. They’d probably kick me out as soon as I told them.

November 27th, 2014

Well, then, I have no idea what took me so long to tell Noori and Jasper about my sexuality, but I did and they took it really well! In fact, Noori actually admitted to being pansexual and Jasper admitted to being asexual. Though, neither of them had told anyone other than their parents and me. Man, I wish I were able to be able to tell my parents stuff like this, but I know I’d be criticized by them and be told that I shouldn’t be friends with Noori and Jasper almost immediately.

December 7th, 2014

I feel like I’m gonna explode with happiness right now. I went for a sleepover with Noori and Jasper at their house and guess who was there along with them? Ryan! Apparently that money Jasper and Noori had been saving up was a plane ticket to get Ryan over here and even he didn’t know about this plan, though he did have suspicions. It just felt so great to be able to actually see and hug my older brother again. I missed him so much.