She is the darkness she is my demons she is the voice inside my head that tortures me she is my fear She is my pain she is my curse she is me but she is not she is the thing I never wanted anyone to know she is the one who upsets me the one who comforts me when no one is there she is the one I'm left with when I'm alone she is the one I'll never get rid of she is she is something I never knew she is my darkness is she the true me I do not know she lives in my mind that's where she stays I try and push her away but no matter how hard I push I can't get rid of her we constantly fight she constantly stops me from talking in my mind she puts her hand over my mouth and I cry because the words won't come out she holds me to I suffocate and I can't breathe but she comforts me when I wake she's there when no one is she's there when people hate me she's there when I hate myself she helps me but she hurts me why why does she live in my mind why can't I get rid of her why can I not help but feel like I need her she is my pain she is my darkness her name is Anxiety