I don't know myself the girl staring back at me in the mirror the one with brown hair and brown eyes and fair skin the quiet girl the the shy girl the tomboy I am her but I don't know her I don't know myself

I don't know myself I don't know why I feel like this I don't know why I don't truly know who I am I feel like I'm searching searching for who I am but who am I what do I want what are my dreams I don't know but even though I don't know myself there are still times I hate myself but how can you hate her someone you don't know I know what I look like on the outside but that does not mean I know who I am on the inside the only thing I do know is  I'm not alone in My mind because that's where she lives my anxiety I feel as though I know her better than I know myself but why is that I don't know she's the only part of myself that I truly know they always say that you should love yourself but how do you love a person you don't know can you?