You can't help me when I'm stuck in my mind when I feed into her lies and drowned in them when she holds me so tight I suffocate you can't help me

You can't help me because I've given into her no matter the words no matter how hard you try she is in my mind her power is stronger than yours will ever be because she's in my mind she's a part of me you can try and pull me out but I drowned in her sweet lies and her painful words she tells me that I'm selfish she tells me that I'm worthless she tells me that I'll never make it in this world she tells me that I'm weak she tells me that I'm ugly she replays all my mistakes she tortures me with my memories she tortures me with the pain I can't forget she's in my mind the place I can't escape you can't help me