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Darkness

I want you so bad it hurts

I want you so bad it hurts

Dec 05, 2018

That boy loved me but let me go.

He keeps playing with me though.

Saturday he said that we were moving to fast 

when he was the one that was moving us making it last


Friday he makes out with me

Monday he tells me "It wasn't me"

He cuts me off mentally 

but I do it physically


He started this but

I still talk to him, I still like him, I still hug him, I still want to kiss him

I even bought him a present


His smile brings me more joy than anything else in this world

At this point, he is my world

I only talk about him my babbling 

It may seem concerning


I feel like I have fallen

He caught me then let me go

He picked me up after I was ripped

Then let me fall

My feelings can't be let go

Sometimes it makes me feel that I like being ripped


I let him play

He had his fun and games


It's bad that I still love him

I think he likes his ex

They dated twice

both times she cheated

He is just as dumb as me


I love him so much it hurts

As long as he is happy 

I am

Right?

:)

md03688
Pluto

Creator

Not a traditional poem

This guy is messing with me
I love him though
I wish I could be with him

Please don't start saying stuff like he doesn't deserve you or you should move on or you deserve to be happy too

because honestly
He does deserve me the fact that he even dated me for the short time that we dated was incredible and it made me happy. Also, I am trying to move on but I don't want to lose him as a friend completely so it's more difficult than just moving on. Also, I know I deserve to be happy too but seeing him smile is really just enough for me to be happy, I was much happier in a relationship with him though."

#heartbreak #boys #crush #breakup #happy #Darkness #love #relationship #breaking_up #I_loved_him #lucid_dreams #Cant_take_back_the_love_that_I_gave_you_Its_to_the_point_where_I_love_and_I_hate_you_And_I_cannot_

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