mind flashing so much I lost my mind a little trying to remember the things I had lost as Thomas wrapped his arms around me tighter my mind remembering so much like my real life was just a dream...

lights, music, food, confetti, dancing, yelling and every little detail I could see, I was dancing with Will under a cream tent surrounded by lights and people a song I didn't remember Playing our dance was bad he was so rough on me like he didn't care If I tripped up or hurt myself my eyes caught a familiar face Thomas, he smiled at me and I smiled back at him blushing a little looking to the floor as my dance with will ended I danced with people that night many don't recall in my memories to well as a sweet song plaid Thomas took my hand from behind me "Perrmison to dance with the bride?" He blushed

"Granted Mr sangster" i giggle happily dancing with him tightly and slowly as the music plaid away so sweet and perfect as I watched the stars "You never told me you could dance" I giggle

"I don't, I make an excepting for you Maggie" he smiled at me giving the top of my head a kiss as the song began to fade into nothingness "Maggie...I" he began

"Darling? come on its time we went of" Will told me

"Of course" I giggle very excited "Tomorrow Thomas" I giggle

"Yeah tomorrow" He sighed

"See you tomorrow then" i giggle giving his cheek a kiss and grabbing Wills hand happy to run up to our honeymoon sweet tonight as soon as we got in the door I went to slip off my dress till his phone went off

"Oh sorry darling, got to take this" he said quickly

"Put its-" i began

"I know I wont be long darling" He told me giving me a little kiss and running off out of the room on the phone with someone I sighed zipping my dress back up and walking out onto the balcony looking out at the stars

"Evening" A voice spoke I looked to the next balcony it was Thomas stood smoking "Wedding night everything you dreamed?" he smirked at me

"No...wills gone" I sigh wiping away a tear

"Ohh Maggie, Im so sorry, did you want to come over? I have two bottles of wine in here" He suggests so I giggle leaving my room and going next door into his and sitting on his bed as we drank a large amount of wine doing my best not to get any on my dress, that night was so fun, giggling and joking about everything and nothing

"Thomas? what did you want to tell me earlier?" I ask him

"Doesn't matter" He answered "Redundant now" He sighed

"tell me anyway" i Giggle

"it isnt Important maggie" he laughed "Go on you should be getting back to your room, will might be back soon, it is still technically your wedding night" he laughed

"I know" I giggle finishing off the bottle of wine my vision bluring and my mind bubbling "Come here" I giggle hugging him tightly and snuggling my head onto his shoulder "I wanna go to bed" I giggle

"Okay, come on then little thing" he laughs lifting me up gently caring me like a child back to my room and he stood me down on the carpet he turned me around and unzipped my dress gently taking it off me leaving me in the tiny silky under dress, his hands gently ghosting my body so gently and sweet "You look very nice maggie" he whispered to me

"shame will didnt stick around to see me" I sigh

"He missed out sweetheart" he smiled kissing my shoulder making me giggle "Ready for bed?" He asks and I nod so he gently picks me up again and lays me down in my bed tucking me in smiling at me "Night night maggie" He told me

"Night thomas" i smile giving his lips a tiny kiss "thank you" I smiled

"Your welcome" he smiled kissing my head and going off to his own room,

Thomas was so sweet to me that night, I was drunk he could have taken advantage of me, he was so nice to me, why did I ever think he could have done something bad to me the next thing I remember will sat on me fucking me he moaned a name that wasn't mine when he was done and laid beside me in my bed lighting a smoke and wondering off onto the balcony I sat up slipping my clothes back on and cleaning up our bedroom

"Ohh no i need those Cleaning Maggie, I'm going off again tomorrow, I need them clean" he told me

"Again, but you promised you would be home for a little while" I sighed

"Im here now arnt I" he shrugs

"Will, it's not the same without you here" i tell him

"Go hang with thomas" he told me

"Thats not fair, I've been sleeping in his spare room almost three times a week cause your not home to pick me up, and I think he needs a little time to himself, after what happened with issy and all" I sigh as I fold clothes

"What happened?" he asked

"She broke up with, I did tell you, he's not in the best place about it" I explain

"did she" he smirked "I'm heading out love, see you later" he told me grabbing his jacket and leaving out the front door I sighed almost crying till my phone rang I picked it up it was thomas

"Hey" he said down the phone

"Hey, whats up?" I ask trying to not sound like I was crying

"Look can you come over, there is something I want to tell you" he told me

"sure, I'll be over in a bit" I smile hanging up and walking down the cold frozen streets to thomas' place and happily going in as I have my own key to his place and sitting on the sofa next to him "So? whats up?" i ask him

"I Just need to tell you something" he smiled "I know I sound crazy, and its so so so wrong to be telling you this, But Maggie....I love you" He told me holding my hand

"You want?" i ask in shock

"I do I do, I love you, Will doesn't deserve you, he treats you like shit, he doesn't deserve a girl like you, I always wanted to tell you, Thats what I wanted to tell you on your wedding night, But I was scared I was too late, I'm not heartbroken over issy not anymore, I know why I wanted her around, because she's as close to you as I could get, Maggie I love you, please dont hate me" He explained

"Im not surprised" i blush "You weren't to good at keeping it a secret" i giggle "Thomas?" I giggle

"Yeah?" He asked me

"I love you too" i smile giving him a little kiss "But... I married Will, I'm sorry" I tell him getting up and going to his door

"Maggie please... you mean everything to me, Will's lieing to you! if you just stay I can prove it Please Maggie..." He tried shouting as I shut his door

It was weeks before I spoke to Thomas again after that day my heart ached every day I knew I loved him too and that i had broken his heart Will found out Thomas' feelings for me, and banned me from seeing him again I knew where he was out in the woods at the little cabin he goes when he's upset, Will was at work or so he told me, I knew he was angry at me hardly speaking to me I think he knew How I felt about Thomas too.... I went to Will's work to visit maybe talk to him as he was hardly talking to me at home but when i got there he wasn't there, He hasn't been there all day, they gave me a address for a hotel he booked out a few hours ago with his work credit card and I hurried across town to the hotel and told the staff who I was and they said will was in a room 201 so I rushed up the door was unlocked I pushed it open a little and I didnt even have to go In i could see Will making passionate love to another girl, a girl i knew, issy, Thomas' ex girlfriend I ran crying away to my house taking my car and driving off In hysterics all the way to the little cabin I knew knocking on the door like crazy

"I did what you said just leave me alone!" Thomas shouted from inside

"I know! I know about will and issy" i cry and the door opened very quickly and I hugged him as tight as I could crying into him he picked me up softly shutting the door and putting me down on the bed "You knew?" I asked him

"I knew, I asked issy where she kept going all these nights, I found out she was sleeping with Will, so she broke up with me, I confronted Will and he told me to stay away from you" He explained

"I'm sorry for everything I did to you thomas, I honestly do love you, I dont want to be with will anymore" I told him

"What are you saying?" he asked me so I stood holding his hands tightly resting my head against his he looked at my lips and I lightly nodded and he kissed me his hands grabbing my waist so softly as is lips grazed mine as we kissed...

that night was magical, not just the best sex of my life, it was so passionate so sweet so caring like every touch was a whisper of love, an erase of mistakes, we where ment to be this way, this was how it was ment to be, Me and thomas, and Will with issy it made sense that way because everyone was happy, Time stopped when he kissed me, the world stopped turning when he touched me, I dont even want to call it sex, that was what will did to me he fucked me no emotion just sex, but Thomas made love to me even more we made love to each other that night amungst broken windows and the sounds of the river trickling away

mornings and nights where like a dust of magic, Will went away for business or to be with issy so me and thomas went away down to our little place down by the river we had fixed it up a little now made it our own little magical cottage of secret snuggles I sat on the little bench outside just having finished my breakfast jam on toast and thomas finished up his food too looking out to the forest as i sipped my coffee I smiled resting my head on his shoulder

"Ohh hello sweetheart" he smiled at me kissing my head I giggled cuddling his arm

"Good morning" I smile

"Humm morning" He smiled at me cuddling me a little tighter too

"What did i ever marry Will for?" I ask

"what?" he laughed

"What did I marry him for? I love you, and you love me, we could have had all this from the beginning, this little place, our own little life together" I giggle

"Who says we cant?" he asked

"Will, he wont ever let me divorce him, not without taking everything I have he wont let me go" I sigh

"In what universe do you need to ask him? if you want to go then go!" he told me

"Could we just run away? change our names and run off here he would never find us" i giggle

"Is that really want you want?" He asks me and I nod "okay" he smiled at me getting up and picking me up standing us both by the river "Are you sure this is what you want?" he asked me and I nod a little confused what he was doing "this is kinda out of nowhere and I'm sorry for it not being overly thought out, but Maggie aster" He smiled taking my hands "Will you marry me?" he asked me

"Of course I will" I giggle kissing him and hugging him tightly we where cuddling so much and kissing so much we actually fell in the river but even if Will had purposed to me with fireworks and a shiny dimond ring it didnt beat thomas out of knowhere asking me with nothing but a kiss and a cuddle to make it feel real "I will be sending Will the paperwork as soon as we get home" I giggle "But better start shopping thomas, we dont have long to get married" i giggle restin my hand on my tummy

"Your- Oh maggie!" he laughed hugging me tightly and giving me a million kisses

"WHAT!" I scream waking up from my memories

"What! Y/n whats the matter?" thomas asked me very worried about me

"Our child? we had a child?!" I scream

"Wait! You remember that?" he asked me

"Im remembering alot these days" I sigh "I remember when i found out about will, and my wedding night, and when you told me you loved me, and all our nights in our little palce down the river" I explain

"You...You remember that?" he asked me