Roman’s Pov

I had locked myself away once again only 3 days left until I was creativity. Not like I ever did a good job at that anyways. I was so horrible at it. Virgil is so much better at it. I want him to be happier. This feeling of depression and anxiety always stuck with me. Any time Virge and I fought and he said I would never understand I wanted to tell him how wrong he was. So so wrong. No one can ever know.

Patton knocked on the door and told me dinner was ready. I ignored him. I didn't have much of an appetite. I heard him say that he left the dinner outside the door.

I started to slowly fall asleep. My eyes shot open and I was falling?! I panicked, I was going to hit the ground any minute now. I couldn’t see whether there was ground or not. I shut my eyes and let it happen. The wind was deafening. I hit something, water. I tried to swim up but I was being pulled under. I looked down to see something attached to my leg. Pulling me under. I couldn’t hold my breath so I breathed. A burning sensation filled my lungs. Everything felt so hot. I opened my eyes to see fire surrounding me. I tried to escape but there wasn’t one. I felt my body burning. Then the pain faded. I shot up, tears flowing from my face. I curled up into a ball and cried he rest of the night. That wasn’t my first nightmare and it won’t be the last.