Tim POV

Sandra had her hair in a messy bun that looked cute on her. She had this tiny pink jacket , and one of those tops that showed her bellybutton and pair of skinny jeans that make her butt look like a peach. She was just cute as a button. She hoked her hand around mine and start pulling me towards the door.

" Bye Mrs Winter." Sandra said to my mom while pushing me out the door.

" Bye mom , see you later pup."

" Have fun kids." Mom came to wave us goodbye at the front door.

There were two people in Sandra's car. Cathal sitting behind the driver's seat and Emma sitting on the back seat. When I saw Emma I just wanted to run back inside the house. Sandra took the front seat and I had to take the one at the back next to Emma. I already didn't like this. We got in the car.

" Hey Timmy." Cathal greeted me.

" Good evening Beta." I answered politely.

" Why is this creep coming with us?" Emma whined. She had a tiny see through black dress. I could see her underwear. Her brown curly hair was all messy, and so much make up. This should be illegal. So much make up just made her look old. I shrugged into my seat. I don't like this. I want to go home.

" Play nice Emma, Timmy is turning eighteen in a few hours, he might be your mate?" Cathal looked at her in the rear-view mirror and wiggled his eyebrows at Emma.

" Yhea right, if that creep turns out to be my mate I will reject him. Who will want him as a mate anyway?"

" Emma! What the hell is wrong with you?" Sandra turn around eyeing her.

" Don't listen to her Tim , she is just jealous that Azai isn't her mate." Sandra tried to comfort me.

I just wanted the seat to swallow me hole. The mention of Azai made me think of what had happened earlier today. If Emma find out I kissed her boyfriend she will kill me.

" Whoever the Moon God's had chosen for your mate will be honoured to have you." Cathal said to me.

" It doesn't matter who's Azai mate is. He will always choose me. Always! We are just ment to be."

" Keep telling yourself that." Cathal whispered.

I don't want to be in this car anymore. I want to be home. Playing with Jer or cooking with mom.

" Who invited you anyway?" Emma asked me.

" Sandra." It was more of a mumble than an actual sound.

" Sandra are you trying to get a raise or something? Is that why he is here ? Sucking up to his mother?"

" Emma I will come back there and punch you in the face. Don't listen to her Timmy." Sandra said .

But my brain was working full speed. Is this why she asked me to this party? To suck up to my mom? Is this why she is being nice to me ? Because of mom? I wanted to cry so bad , but I tried to blink the tears away. I will not show weakness at front of those people! When we get there I will just sneek out and go back home. The car was silent for the rest of the ride. Ten minutes later we wore at front of a really big house. The music was blasting off the walls. We all got out of the car.

" I need a drink." Emma said and walked inside the house

Sandra hooked her hand around mine and Cathal. She smiles and said.

" I'm the luckiest girl here not one but two handsome guys are my company for the night." And she pulled us inside the house.

The party was in full blast. The smell of alcohol was strong. People were dancing, some were singing along with the stereo. There were people passed out already on the ground. We looked around and headed to the kitchen. This tall, dark and very handsome guy saw us and made his way to us.

" Hey Timmy my man." He pulled me into his chest. Connor I assume. I know I've seen him at school but we never actually talked. Except this once in debate class.

" I'm glad you could make it. Welcome to the party. Let me get you something to drink." He start pulling me towards the kitchen counter. I looked at Sandra silently asking for help. She just smiled at me and nod her head. Telling me it's okay. He took one of those red plastic cups looked at me.

" So what would you like to drink are you a beer men or more into spirit's drinks?" Connor asked me

" Um I don't know, I'm more of a chocolate kind of guy."

" Um then you are in for a treat I will make you a Connor special."

He grabbed few bottles I recognize just one of them Irish cream liquor, mom use it in the bakery when she makes this really yummy and gooey cookies. He poured things from few different bottles, stirring it, tasting, then adding more liquids. When he was finally satisfied with the taste he handed me the cup.

" See how you like it?"

I took a sip it was surprisingly good. It tastes like the Irish cream, with mix of my mom's parfume , it was sweet with a little burning sensation at the back of my throat.

" Mmmm I like it." And I finished it in two goes.

" May I have some more?"

" Sure thing. I will make you as many as you like."

" Thanks." I said with small blush keeping on my cheeks.

" I see you made a friend." Azai whispered in my ear. Mmmm those shivers. A small moan escaped my lips.

" Hey Azai my man , where is that sexy minx of yours ? "

" Somewhere around here, making guys crazy I'm sure ."

" There you go my little friend." Conner handed me another cup and winked at me.

" Please don't call me little." I could feel the tip of my ears getting red.

" Oh look at you all cute and blushing" Conner cooed and that made it worse. I drink the content of my cup in one go to avoid further embarrassment but luck wasn't on my side and I choked on the last gulp. That made me cough and liquid start flying out of my nose.

" Carefully there champ. We don't want you to die on your first party with us. Just get you drunk and have some fun." Conner said to me while patting me on the back. Well that went well.

" So Azai what can I get you? Do you want another one my little friend?"

" Yes please and don't call me little I'm begging you."

" Ow darling there is time to beg and it's not here." He whispered in my ear. I was tomato red by now.

" Vodka for me." Azai said sounding bit annoyed. He grabbed me by the elbow and drag me away from Connor.

" Why are you flirting with him? Do you like him?"

" Who? Connor? I'm not flirting! And what is it to you if I am? "

" Well stop!"

" You are not my father! Telling me what I can and can't do? Don't you have a girlfriend or something anyway." I pulled back my elbow from his strong hold and went back to Connor and those yummy drinks. Azai walked behind me he bumped my shoulder not too friendly and grabbed the bottle of Vodka and walked away.

" Who got his panties in a bunch?" Connor asked me. I giggled not so manly and shrugged my shoulders.

" Maybe something crawled up his butt? " Connor comment made me laugh

" Or out of it." I added still laughing.

" Who knows and more importantly who cares? Let me show you around." Connor handed me another cup of deliciousness and made his way into the crowd. I followed behind him. I don't know what possess me to do it but I was feeling relaxed. So when one of my favourite songs blasted out of the speakers. I down my cup and start dancing. I felt like I'm floating in the sky. My body is moving on its own. I was grinding my ass against someone.

" Hello there naughty I didn't know you can move like that." It was Connor.

" If you keep moving like that I might drag you up into my room and have my way with you."

" Hey there you are I've been looking all over for you." Sandra said. I giggled and drag her to dance with me. I was sandwiche between her and Connor.

" Are you drunk already?" She asked. I just shrugged my shoulders and continue on dancing. For some reason I couldn't open my mouth to answer her.

" Okay let's go play some games you might sober up a bit." She grabbed my hand and start moving me in unknown direction and I followed like a good pup.

" Oh you found him."

" Cathal! I love you so much." I jumped and hugged him

" And he is drunk nice."

" Hey don't talk about me!" I punched his shoulder.

" How many did you had?"

" None shhh I'm a virgin and no one knows."

" To much info buddy and how much did you drink?"

" Drinkssssss mmmm yummy, Connor made them special."

" You had Connor made you a drink?"

" Special drinks for me and only me not that stupid Azai."

" Let's go in the garden you need some fresh air to sober up buddy."

" You are not my buddy." I pushed him away and went back to the dance floor.

" Hey my little friend I've been looking for you, look I made you another Connor special."

" Mmmm yummy Connor." I took the cup and down it in one go

" Easy there tiger."

" Not a tiger. I'm a wolf. A big bad scary wolf."

" Of course you are."

" Come let's dance."

I don't know for how long I was dancing. But suddenly the most amazing smell entered my nose and I had to follow it. It smelled like summer rain and freshly cut grass. I looked around but I couldn't get where it was coming from. I followed my nose. It took me to a small room where few people wore kissing on the sofa. One of them lifted his head and our eyes met. Mate! Mine! My wolf screamed inside of my head. My chest filled with pain I couldn't believe my eyes. Azai. He was making out with Emma. I wanted to puke. I put a hand over my mouth, to hold the vomit and turned around to look for a bathroom. I couldn't see where I was going my eye's wore blurred from the tears that wanted to escape.

" Timmy wait." Azai voice echoed in my head.

" What the hell Azai. Why did you push me away?" Emma ugly voice whined.

I couldn't I need to find that stupid bathroom.

" Hey there tiger you don't look so well."

" Bathroom." Was the only word that I could say right now. I felt strong arms lifting me in the air.

" Hold it tiger we are almost there."

Someone placed me on the floor at front of the toilet and I start puking my guts out. I was crying and vomiting. The pain in my chest burning. Azai was my mate and he was making out with Emma. I will never be with my mate.

" It's all good tiger , let it all out. " Connor I recognize the voice.

" It's okay no need to cry it happens to all of us. First time drinking can be a bitch." He was rubbing my back but his touch felt like was burning my skin.

" Don't touch me." I cried between breath's. I continue vomiting there was nothing in my stomach now. Just pain. Lot's and lot's of pain...

" Please stop touching me!" I cried louder this time. And the door bursted open.

" Get away from him!" It was Cathal.

" What the hell men, I'm not doing anything. Just helping this little fellow puke his gut's out no need to be all cave men about it."

" Just get out Connor I will take care for him now."

" Whatever." Connor walked out the bathroom back to the party. I was curled in a ball on the bathroom floor crying.

" Hey Timmy everything is going to be okay." I heard a phone ringing.

" Yes I found him, we are in the bathroom on the second floor."

The pain was killing me. My wolf was howling in my head. I tried to stand up so I can escape this hell, but my body wouldn't move.

Few minutes later the smell of summer rain and freshly cut grass hit my nose.

" No!!! Stay away from me." I screamed and tried to stand up and but failed and I hit my head on the toilet. Blood.

" What did you do to him?"

" What did I do to him? Are you insane? What did you do to him? He started screaming when you showed up."

" I fucked up okay. Now go away I will take care of it."

" I'm not leaving you alone with him!"

" I said leave!" The power that radiated from his voice made me cry harder.

" Yes Alpha."

After Cathal left the bathroom, Azai loked the door and kneeled down.

" I'm sorry." He tried to touch me but I jerked his hand away.

" Don't touch me!" I cried.

" It's okay Timmy I'm not here to hurt you." He was approaching me like I was a wounded animal.

" I promise I just want to help."

" Don't touch me. You smell like her. Go away."

" I just want to help Timmy. Please let me help you."

He lifted me of the floor and his touch was like nothing I ever felt before. Azai stared to undress me and I shivered.

" It's okay Timmy. Just relax." He took my shirt off and then my pants hit the floor. My boxer's followed after that. I hate it the affect his touch had been on me. It was pure pleasure. But the pain in my chest was still there.

" Get in the shower Timmy we need to clean you from all that vomit." He ushered me into the shower cabin. When I got in he quickly strip butt naked. He came in with me. He pressed his hard body against mine. But the smell of Emma made me cry again.

" Shhh it's okay it will be all over in a minute. Just let me turn on the shower."

He turned the shower on put me under the cold water. I didn't like it one bit. When I started to sober up he pulled me away, and put on the hot water before going under the water. He took a bottle of body wash and start scrubs himself. I didn't know what to do. I wanted to run away from him, but I might never seen him again naked. So I stayed. And I looked.

" Enjoying the view?" He said in a teasing voice.

" No."

" Liar."

He then pulled me into his chest and start applying shower gel all over my body. I felt his hands going down my back. Massaging my bottom. His hands then moved to my front. One hand was playing with my nipples. I was moaning mess. I wanted to pull away. But my wolf and hormones didn't let me move.

" You know I never thought that I will end up with a male mate." He was kissing my neck.

" And I didn't think I will end up with you. So how long have you known?" He had one hand just above my privates. There was something poking me at the back.

" This morning, the parking lot."

" And why didn't you say anything?"

" Let's not talk about that right now." He took me in his hand and give it a little squeeze while kissing my neck. I melted. I wanted to talk about it more. I wanted to know if he knew why did he do what he did with Emma. But my body was acting on it's own. Like someone had highjacked it. I was rubbing my entrance on his hard on. He was pumping me. I was a moaning wanting more. I push myself back. I wanted to feel more. More of him. Inside. He pushed something inside that made me explode in seconds. He kept going in and out till he finished deep inside of me. We were both breathing heavily. We finished our shower in silence. When we got out he handed me a towel to dry up. We collect our clothes. He unlock the door and put his head out to check if the corridor was clear. Then he grabbed my hand.

"Let's go." He pulled me into the hallway , both of us naked running up the stairs to the third floor. He put his finger on his lips to be silent and we entered one of the room's. He locked the door and turned around to face me. There was something wild in his eyes. He dropped his clothes on the floor and attack my lips. And we started all over again.