First of all, fuck you Nator. Why? Oh well...it's funny how you think after calling me a childish girl through a text message, years later you want to be my friend. I did forgive you in a sense. But do you have any idea what you have started? No. I am aware you do not.

Well it started the trend: you are not good enough as a girlfriend but a perfect friend.

I absolutely despise it.Thanks…

Well with Nator what I had was my first relationship. He was 16 I was 15 when we got together. We actually were pretty good friends and ended up crushing on each other.

He danced with me for my birthday. He was sweet to me, and I was patient with him, caring. I did my best to help him control his sickness. You have no idea how much I adored him.

He was my second and most important kiss in those years.

He composed raps for me and I tried to add chorus. We were a team...we were a fun couple. Or so I loved to believe.

Yet, one day...he stopped talking to me. Suddenly he ignored me. I tried to reach out...but it was useless. I ended up being called childish and not doing enough for our relationship.

I felt broken. But the words have been in my mind forever.

Remember sister Leech? Mother Dear? Both of them have called me a kindergartener and a five year old. So you can imagine...getting that as the last words of your relationship hurts immensely.

But, I’ve learned to forgive...move on. It might hurt, I might never understand motives...But I just hope he is doing better than me.